argh. stop daydreaming! wake up! oh man. today sucked. the seven hours passed super duper slowly. there were not many people so alot of time to daydream. nuh-uh. not good. not good.
i need stuffs to occupy my mind. i cant be alone. otherwise.. gone. start becoming blank again.
not in the mood for movies. dont even feel like going out. dont feel like staying at home. arghhh... just want to cry cry and cry. i really dont know what to do already. also dont want to talk to anyone. just wanna be alone. but i dont want to be alone! ARGHHH!!
i cant take it anymore! God, I really really need you. please.
sigh. actually he promised to tell me once it was confirmed. and i was supposed to help him so it'd be confirmed asap. told him if he came online again, i'd give him my special course. foc. title to be kept confidential. hur. and he hasnt even started lesson 1 yet! ): also promised him i'd always support whatever decisions he made and that i'd be behind him all the way, no matter what happens. i dedicated this song to him on my blog. "i'll stand by you" by carrie underwood.
here, my friend. this is for you again. you didnt get to hear it last time. but now im sure you'd be able to. so, here it is.
i miss you so so much. now i cant see you anymore. earlier this week i could just go to your house. it didnt matter if it made me cry till i had no more tears left. i still got to see you. now, i can only look at your pics.
never again will i see you smile.
never again will i hear your voice.
never again will i touch your hair.
never again will i see you online.
never again will i receive your smses.
never again.
never. again.
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