trng soon!
and im not sure how to get there. gahh.

NEED TO GET EGGEN AT 7PM! but there is training at 7PM! AHH!! )):

apparently! my phone is atas wor. shrugs! i reaaallly didnt even know oops.
now i look richer than i already do. HA. ):

i will miss jenelle and her cm [ ] (cm squared) hahaha.

i've got alot on my mind right now and i mean really alot! i dont know what to start thinking first. i feel i need dumbledore's pensieve to take out some thoughts for a little while and get back to them after i've settled the easier ones.

i dont even know how i feel right now.

why now? why two at the same time? for years you two made me feel like i dont mean a thing to you. and now both on the same day showed me that i actually meant something to you. its just... overwhelming.

1; thanks for that. i appreciate it. but i just dont know how to reply. well.. not just yet. i am not capable of such.. such.. well-phrased emails.. but i will get down to it when i've thought through what i wanted to say. i dont want to say the wrong things but for now, i know that the right thing to say would be.. sorry too for being an idiot 3 years ago. please give me some time.

2; never thought u would even think of me. thought you would be too busy with uni and everything else in your life. i wanted to reply you but see.. i've always been a listening ear to you(and still will be) but you never really made use of me much. you were my listening ear for awhile but it wasnt 'fair' if you didnt see me as a listening ear which is why i stopped. and true enough, you never bothered to let me be your listening ear. and im not so sure if you actually wanted to hear me.

work is omgnessly alot. i know there's alot more to come.
sigh.
thankful for bie who has been my constant support, who never fails to remind me of my one goal when i wanna give up. and its only been a week. yes. i went home crying. my grandma says im like a baby. im like.. weakkkkk ): no more motivation. thats what happens when i stop training proper. sigh. no direction no goal. immediate ones that is...

God is good.
God is fair.
yupps He sure is (:



When I'm with you Baby
All my worries disappear
Troubles that surround me
Disappear when you are near
When you need my loving
I'll be there
You know
When you need my loving
You know
Where to go

When I'm full of sadness
Nice to know you're always there
In this world of madness
Nice to know somebody cares
When I need your loving
You'll be there
I know
When I need your loving
I'll know where to go

When I'm with you Baby
I know you make me feel so good
When I'm with you Baby
You give me what nobody could
When you need my loving
I'll be there
You know
You know
When you need my loving
You know where to go


time flies when its time spent with you.

so many things i wanna do!
watch house! finish reading my books! finish packing. shop for sandals. print stuff.
but at the moment, top of my to-do list would be to SLEEP.
super giddy. hahahah.
no not drunk. dont even know how drunk feels!

okok sleeeeep.
on a side note, my new phone rawks!