we're so 7-year-old!

300307 Fri

I've much less given up on trying solve the 'date' problem, so i've decided to type the date out. will be changing blog skin soon(dont know how soon though. :P). and ok ive gotta say ive forgotten most of the stuff that happened this week. i only remembered wed, thu and today. oh yeah, finally fell sick after a loooong time. whee. it was fever by the way, and mrt didnt allow me to run. that was understandable. but not even letting me sit at the specsgal to watch them run? thats not fair luhh! hahaha.
DG on wed was good! ok.. its always good! its good coz the group itself is like, small. 3 of us plus clydia. we trust one another enough to share bout so much stuff and we've just got sooo many questions to ask, we just bombarded clydia with them. heehee! and its wonderful coz we get answers! yay! haha. clydia asked about our families and i shared about my father coz he hardly goes to church now as his job 'does not allow him to'. oh im sure. while we were dicussing the book clydia gave us, one part reminded me of my father. the part where it talked about relying on God and not on one's own strength.
my prayer request was that my father would start going to church again and stop making excuses for not going to church. so while we were praying, i soo dont know why i started crying. serious serious!! not that kind of 'wehh' cry. like just got alot of tears thats all. i didnt really hear what clydia was praying coz i was like thinking," why am i crying arh? stop crying!!" i didnt want anyone around me(we were at coffeebean) to see me crying so i covered my face with my shirt. good thing i was wearing pe shirt arh. otherwise difficult to cover. hahaha. when clydia finished praying, i turned to tiff and asked," eh, why am i crying arh??!!" then started laughing at myself. coz i realised it was a rather stupid question. see! i was OKAY. i didnt have any reason to cry what! so.. i dont know lah! oh wells. lol.
YAYYY! class camp!! was super super high in the morning before we left school. must be maria's peanutbutter chocolate thing. she bakes REALLY REALLY well! it was sooo delicious! like fhuooh! the best! made own stupid jokes and started to laugh that 'clarissa's high','clarissa's crazy','what's wrong with her AGAIN?','are you feeling ok?' laugh. i couldnt stop ok! mr wee thought i had fever (which i did have 2 days ago). HAHHAHAA! saw him trying to control his laughter which made me laugh even more. was skipping around and dancing to maroon5's 'this love' its nice! hahaha!
we were playing cards in the bus while getting "there". the teachers delibrately dropped us somewhere else other then labrador park and made us 'hike' to the lunchpoint with cut up maps we had to piece together, which wasnt exactly there yet. wth. but i must say, the 'hike' to the lunchpoint was a rather satisfying one and also a great time for the class to bond. satisfying coz i finally understood all those stupid thinking games like 'around the world in 80 days', 'this one or that one?' ' fuzzywuzzy level TWO' but i just cant understand the 'half string, full string, no string' game!! hahaha. but i solved the rest myself! yay!! hahaha! im proud of myself! lalala!
ate lunch at our lunch point. lol. obviously. had 3+ hours of free/class time. rained heavily so our class just sat under the shelter and played indian poker and polar bear. thank God for the rain. great bonding time. bluff was funnyyy!! when the rain stopped we played the pri sch bars where we would somersault round and round. hahhaa. then scissorspaperstone balancebeam game. so fun! we were all acting like children lah! wearing rj pe shirt! omg. hahahah!! XP
then reached LAC. been there for p5 camp. hhaaha. then, everything looked sooo tall and soo impossible. but now, hahah!! it seemed rather small actually. haha! got into our room, went down for dinner. while they were cooking dinner, some of us played baby games eg. smacking SPS, split SPS, zha, normal SPS, finger hitting game etc. it was sooo funny. was screaming like crazy coz it was painful!! we slapped each others hands till we had blood clots on out hands. hahaha! before night activity, played pepsi cola at the carpark. er..suggested by me? oops! :P like more than 10 ppl playing on one small painted 'Earth' on the floor. hahaha! it was crazyyy! night activity was super fun and super intellectual. we thought till our brains were going to burst. all the mini games to earn money were super super intellectual. WAR was cool. but super tiring. after that arms felt like jelly. coz it was arm wrestling. hahaha. funfun!
anw, after night activity, jr, raj, nick, shai and i did pumping for fun. then the ghost stories started. we screamed like crazy so many times the instructor had to come in to ask us to be quiet. oops. the class atmosphere that night was really nice. had high elements the next day. super fun! but abseiling's boring. it always is. hahaha. no thrill lah. hahah.
when it was going to be my turn on flying fox, it started to rain. i was like," nooo! i missed all the flying fox at every camp i went to!!! then i was like praying," please let me try it once!! haha. then the rain slowed. finally! i went!! like WHEEEE!!! right after i took out the hook and stuffs that were hanging all over, it started to pour. i was like WOW. thank you, Jesus. hahaha! THEN! even better!! during lunch mr wee told us our pw groups. im gonna do pw with sim, shai, ben, and augustine!! the rest of the class were like ,"this is the power group lah!","this group is AWESOME(sim's fave word)","this is a damn fun group!","this is the best group in the whole world!" i was like YAYY!!! even mrwee said we were the best group in the whole class. AND there is no one from BG! wheeheehee!! i was really saying," thank you God."like 5 times. hahaha! THANK YOU, JESUS! :D -cartwheels round the house. played indian poker in the bus back to school. camp rawked. we've bonded so much more. maybe the BG aint so bad.


*sorry for the long long post. there's really so much to write. hooray! im done! (:

it doesnt matter anymore

wow... guess i havent blogged for quite awhile. so now im here! haha. sigh. hols are over. its back to lectures, tutorials,tests and homework. oh.. boo.. well anywaes, its the third day we're wearing rj uni. haha. quite funny. all the j1s girls who go to the toilet will spend a long time looking at their uni in the mirror, comparing whose skirt is shorter. hahahah! like one line in front of all the mirrors! er.. im not an exception, by the way. HEE! XP
wells..anywae, had some xcountry race last fri(16mar) dont know why i couldnt really push. like.. i did not dare to. it was damn fun anywaes! like the whole cross team was there. i dont know lah. i just love our team! know what? all the girls gathered to pray before the race, how cool is that?! came in 9th. mrq wasnt very happy coz our team didnt do very well. ok lah, maybe we didnt. ): after race went to pick mum and bros back from airport.
then the next day was Singapore Biathlon. also quite important to me also. but that day i just felt so tired and sian. like "i just raced yesterday, you know!" that kind of feeling. even at the start line, i was asking lilin's dad if lilin wanted to race. coz she could have my tag. and i didnt bother standing infront that day. but sumiko dragged me forward. like wahlao lah. its a WARMDOWN race lehh! i didnt even want to give 100%. not even 90%! its like.. i had my body marked only like 15mins before we had to report?? yeah. see? anywaes. screwed up lah, the race. came in 8th. then they added other ppl from the corporate and SAF, then became 11th! i could have gotten $50 and a sigg waterbottle!! 11th? get NOTHING! ok lah. dont really care actually. hahaha.
trng on mon damn boring. 50mins easy run at the small field. i'd rather do intervals with them lah! haha. and! ali was so nice! gave her one big hug! haha! Ali rawks, you know! just realised that MOST cross guys are super cute!!!! its like.. they are so quiet, so guai, so mugger, yet super funny when you get to know them. damn cute!!! :D AHHH!! hahaha!
practiced piano with audrey before we did easy run on tuesday. 55min easy run. then today! went out with tiff and alvin to buy present for thad. dont know what to buy. bought him a dating book. omg so funny!!! (hope he doesnt come here!) gonna paste his picture on the guy's face and probably a '?' for the girl's face. hahahah!! added some phone numbers for 'future reference' haha!! studied in the library. im sure we studied lah. more like talking. bleah..
oh right! since i missed prayer meeting this morn, i pray now i ptay now. haha. Dear heavenly father, thank you for helping us cope with our present workload in school. Lord, I pray for all the j2s having their common tests now. I pray that you would give them the strength and protect them from all illnesses so that they would be healthy and be able to study for their tests. I also pray for those that are still traning despite having to study and all, that they will be kept safe from harm. please give them the strength to be able to study even after being tired from training. and Lord, i also pray for all j1s that you would help them to cope as lessons this term would be faster paced compare to the last. and finally, Lord, i also pray that more people will turn up for SV tmr. Please let it be a fruitful meeting and let your light shine through everyone of us. Thank you, dear Lord. In Jesus' name i pray, amen.



caught smiling to myself;
thanks to you.

GG.

Good game. HAHAHAHA! damn unlucky today. hahaha! BUT today was fun! :D oh and did i say that i didnt do much last friday in the last post? im sorry. i forgot. hahaha. i actually went for CIP with raj and junhan at the childcare centre behind my church! its so coincidental! its the one anna goes to also! hahaha. well anywaes, those children.. rowdy rowdy bunch. when raj and i stepped in, one of them was like pointing at raj shouting," YOU! whats your name!" haha! but quite cute lah. MOST.

ok now for yesterday. er. monday. training was alright. keep on feeling like laosai-ing during the run! hhaahah! bathed in school. quite fun! heehee! AND! mrq said i can go for singapore biathlon this sat. er.. yay?? we have xcountry race on FRIDAY! wth. i was hoping he would say no!!!! dang. AHH!!! i have to do well for this biathlon!! their prizes are damn good!!!! ahhh!!! i still have my sigg waterbottle and teva sandals! hahaha! well anw, went bugis street with dad and bro. bought shorts and shirt. quite nice. haha. but not very cheap... pfft. haahaha.

OH! TODAY! lesson of the day: SMRT workers are SMaRT. dont try to trick them. damn! will tell you why later. ok. so! alvin and i were the earliest. we were early by 10mins! and the rest were late! alvin and i arrived at the same time. same train, probably.then nicole. wanted to let tiff wait for "the rest" hahahaha!! but we decided not to be mean. see! so nice! my lunch was chengteng. haha. played cards while eating. so funny! i was busy eating so i just held my cards facing w2 so he can help me play. haahah!

the four of us girls played pool super noisily, laughing and screaming at the balls.damn funny. the 2 guys played so quietly lah! actually, i've never seen any group play pool as noisy as us before. hahaha!! it was super fun!! hee! suddenly w2 like wanted to switch teams with audrey(he was actually from the other table). all of us were trying hard not to laugh. even alvin!! so cute! he knows! he knows! hahahah!! when w2 wasnt looking, audrey, nic and i looked at each other while laughing silently and did the "we have the same frequency" sign. hahahaha! suddenly realised ttsj was damn quiet. aiyohh.. just act like you dont know lahhh, ttsj!! wahlao.

after pool, w2 wanted to play cs 1v1 with me. i also want lor! but lan so ex. haiz..nvm. tmr i going lan. haha! yay!

after w2 and nic went back, ttsj, alvin and i went to watch a movie. had to take mrt there. thats when the exciting part comes in. i didnt have any money in my card, didnt want to top up, coz then i wouldnt have enough for the movie. so i managed to get in without tapping with my" SMaRT" plan. but coming out was tough. there were security guards. so we went to one without a security guard, but the SMRT worker saw us behaving suspiciously(were we?) and came out from the control station and watched me tap. of course, there was no light. there was no card in my wallet! i was like thinking," shit. GG." so kena caught lor. made to pay 2bucks for free exit. FREE indeed. lol. but was quite funny actually! hahaha!! movie was quite boring. not touching at all lor! maybe quite for those.. er.. crying sort. but WHY would anyone really cry during this movie?!! especially my guy OG mate?! goodness. there's better shows than pursuit of happyness lah.

ponned training again. dang. it was raining super heavily! then i will have not swam for 2 weeks. whee.................): oh i wanna draw something. its what i feel actually. wait. haha.

faith is all it takes

finally at home to blog. haha. been at my grandmother's house this few days. coz its too boring at home. hahaha.
O2 on thursday. know what? i think i will wake up with a particular level of highhhness every morning and this highhness will be used up very quickly in the morning. by the time afternoon comes, i will be like.. hurr. actuallyy... it depends on the situation! hee! :P was like damn high during O2. laughed like siao.Rachel was damn funny that day! kena tricked by jerik and i TWICE in like 10mins?!! made stupid jokes, played lame games. our OG did not do the photo thing so we went to catch movie instead. a few of us, including me, didnt want to watch so we went arcade. damn fun! changed out and debbie and i went to play ddr and parapara, then daytona. super fun!!! dared to play parapara coz there wasnt anyone else in the arcade. heehee! after that, was so tired. when we got back to school,Rachel piggbacked me from the amphi to the canteen. hahaha! then our OG just sat at the stadium steps and played the 'lets all sleep' game. lol. used all the rest of my energy and highhness camwhoring with OG mates. funneh! hahaha.
went for trng damn stoned. all the other j1s were damn stoned too! hahaha! we were all so not ready for trng and were complaining to ms something. lim, i think. i was hoping she would like go tell mrq or something. hahaha. :P when mrq told us the workout, i was like thinking," but we're so damn tired!!" and was already crying lah. silently, of course. the first set was less tiring than i expected. very soon, we had all finished our run. i think Nicole deserved all the thanks that day. she led like three times, even though she was tired and all.(unlike some ppl) and by the time the last set came, she did not have as much energy to sprint, so ended up behind (unlike some ppl). i bet mrq saw what was going on, so i shant complain about that 'some ppl'.actually it was 'someone'. lol.
Friday last day of school. went to grandparents' house. coz it was my grandmother's birthday. didnt do much. just watched alot of tv and ate alot. bleah. Oh yeah! after trng, my dad brought my bro and I out to buy a cake for my grandmother. bombe alaska! hahah. reached grandparents' house at about 10pm. haha.
Sat.. trng at macritchie. yay!easier trng! hahaha. ran with divya. was playing the 'clap for everybody we know 10times' game. she played awhile then didnt want to play already. instead, she was like," another one coming." then i will clap. hahahah. went j8 with divya and caijing. COZ! no one wanted to play lan! stupid common tests! argh!! we waited for nicole at ya kun. played bridge when she came. so fun! hhaha. was chased out, so we went food junction instead. shopping for cosmetics was funny. rubbed different coloured powder on divya's face and sprayed random perfume on her. she was so afraid i sprayed men perfume on her. haahahah!!
took a bus to grandparents' house again. watched tv, ate alot again. no com. dang. was talking torachellim on the phone for like 2hrs. then at night, went out with dad and bro to buy dvds to watch at home. then went home, watch until like 2pm. hahaha. oops.
didnt go for trng today. should i just quit tri?? damnit. bro and i went to church. pastor was talking about God working miracles. he showed us his video in india about God making the lame walk and the dumb speak. the woman was bedridden but that day, she stood up and started walking around the room praising God. then a little boy who was dumb was healed and they taught him to say hallelujah and he was like shouting 'hallelujah!' into the mic. damn cool mann. haha. Glory to God!! FAITH.

i need you here;
only you get me that high.

That Guy Rawks

yay! im like free-er now, so i shall start by blogging about monday's stuff. haahah.
right. so i studied with Simran in the canteen. ARGH! people! also dont study with Simran! she is damn funny! like for 2 hours, i did like 1 1/2 questions!! wahlao. hahahah! then went macritchie for trng. did 9km easy run. hahaha! OHH!!! i forgot!! wait wait. i blog bout SUNDAY first kay. HAHAHA.
sunday was the NUS biathlon. swimming was shitty lah. the freaking current was damn strong!!! run was ok. and oh yeah! CONGRATULATIONS to all winners.(including jina and pat! you all did really well!! :D) AHHH!!! mrq and mrt were there! -faints. stress sia. hahaha. mrq was standing at one point on the run route. i was like"oh shucks!" and started running abit faster. hee. ok finefine. i didnt really push. sry mrq and mrt for wasting your time! :P didnt improve in total coz my swimming deproved alot. so yeah.. ):
AND! that's why i did easy run on monday! hahaha! damn boring.. but but! the big stones and slopes were fun! :P heehee!tiff and i got a lift back from ali. THANKS ALI! :D ran to adam rd market from the bus stop to get drinks for both of us before 855 came.(tiff was TAKING CARE OF MY BAG for me. THANKS arh.) wah. super tired! haaha!
oh man! tuesday was damn funnn!! hahaha! after extra chem lesson, sim, sharan, hang2, sean, "tarzan" and i, together with other people i dont really know went to play TENNIS! :D was super fun lah! although kept on picking balls. played for about 1 1/2 hrs. after that, my whole arm was like jelly. i was so afraid i would drop my drink so i quickly changed the cup to my left hand. hahaha.
went to the track to wait for tiff and audrey. wrote my letter to laogong. then ran like for 20mins on the field. did funny drills. kicked soccer balls the soccer players put on the field as markings. damn funny. then got boring so we ran inside school instead. yeah right. went to LT3 to play piano. hahaha. yay! learnt canon in D! whee! audrey is damn good! THANKS DREY! (:
TAS meeting was stupid lah. pfft. like.. retarded. whatever lahh.. i dont even think i can meet the requirements lah, freak. after meeting, went for dinner with dad. then went back to pick mum and bros up to go to the airport. I WANNA GOOOOOO!!! i like repeated this about a million times hahah! asked jiaolian if it was the same place, he was like"shi qingdao, bu shi jinan." i was like,''SHOOT. jina gonna kill me.'' coz my mum told me it was the same place we went, so i told jina and she got stuffs for her frens there. i also wrote my letter okayyy? ):): this is damn disappointing.. i miss laogong.. ): (OH! JINA started this laogong thing! ARGH.)
now no more mum and bros at home. damn quiet.. haha. i wonder how they are doing now. checked internet. temp 0degrees. Dear heavenly father, thank you for giving me this family. Lord, I pray that you will protect mummy, josiah and jotham wherever they go. Please cover them with your precious blood. Lord, I also pray that you will grant them favour with everyone they meet. Guide them in your ways and let them know you are there with them wherever they go. Let them shine for you, oh God. I know you will be protecting them, Lord. Bring them back safely. Thank you Jesus. In your name I pray, Amen.




i miss you so;
its been so long

beautiful song (:

This sweet sweet song is specially dedicated to my pretty pretty boy! (: HEE! shall blog more when im free-er. HAHA!

Pretty Boy
M2m

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

<3

when you smile

when you smiled and waved at me today, my heart felt like it was going to explode. Tiff said my face was so flushed. er.. heehee. XD everytime you turned around, air just rushed into my lungs. hahahah!! aiyah.. you all dont know how i feel lah. maybe tiff does coz this always happens when im with her. hahahah! when you left, my heart just sank. so deep. its like my mood just changed. once again, tiff knows. haha. i needed a hug badly. but was sitting down so i just lay my head on the table. its rather comforting, you know. dont believe, try it yourself lah! HAHAHA!

training yesterday was coool! haha! mrq "threatened'' us saying that if we did not meet the target, we had to do 2 more. hahah! it worked! well, sort of. for warmdown,tiff thought we needed to do only 10mins. so after like 10mins we stopped. then mrq called us back and scolded us for not completing the workout, not being honest yaddayadda... then tiff was like," we thought it was 10mins" rather softly, so mrq did not hear and continued scolding blah blah. then i repeated it louder," we thought we were supposed to warmdown for 10mins." then he was like,"oh. sorry, so its miscommunication. okok, go continue your warmdown, girls." hahaahah!! wah... pheww..
and! it was muddy, so it was kinda fun splashing in the mud and kicking mud at tiff and audrey and being mud-kicked at too. hahahha! quite fun! got a lift from tiff. before her mum came, i realised i left my bottle at the track, so we rushed to get it. saw the ruggers shaving their heads! SOOO COOL! i want to shave my head toooo! hahah! x-ers should shave their heads too! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! XP

studying with tiff was.... er... people, DO NOT study with tiff! shes distracting! ok..maybe coz we got alot of stupid stuff to talk about. hahahah! stayed until the library closed just coz she wanted to hear the "nice" bell her friend was talking about. like wahlao! hahaha! but was quite funny coz tommy was there and we sort of bullied him. hahaha! kong kong! hahahah!!! he really has the exact same name as my grandfather! he soo didnt believe it lah! hahah!

im tired already. nites! love ya , tiffy! (:


just cant stop looking at you;
heart's gonna explode, seriously.