Wednesday, November 29

nothing much actually

Woke up early to go to the Arena warehouse sale. So crowded! Got two swimming costumes! Yippee! one orange and the other red!! :D
Also got a jacket and cap!yay! now i can stop using my seorak tri cap and keep it for memory! hahaha. saw jiang jiaolian there and when my mother and i were leaving we saw tian jiao lian! haha.
yeah.. so thats about it.




surprises;
you went when I was least expecting you to/

For yesterday! 28/11/06 tue

yep. This post is for yesterday! Busy busy day! hahaha. Lets see.. where do i start? okays.. here goes..
Well, went cycling at Mount Faber in the morning. Cycled there with Mok and Thad. Got abit lost. Shh..actually, I sort of knew we had to turn at queensway, but I thought Thad knew how to go, so I just followed. Sorry!! heehee. Oh and the uphills were super tiring!! Did like 4 1/2 rounds. Was going to follow Jina or Joel to go home, but they wanted to eat breakfast, so could not follow.. Went past Rach's house. Decided to go to her house( she wakes up at 7.30am everyday...)Plus we are so like family, stayed over a few times. haha. Shouted," RACHEL LIM!!" from downstarirs.
Immediately, rach, her sis and her mum was at the window. Could hear rach scolding her sis," what did you do? some kind of trick right?!"her sis was like," what??? not me lah!!" her mother was like," come up, come up!" hahahaha!!
went there for awhile then followed her sis down, at the same time go home, coz her sis needed to go for her table tennis comp. Her sis was like quite excited, keep on asking me to cycle beside her bus. hahaha. so I went to the other bus stop to wait. yeah i cycled beside 145, but only she was not inside when i looked. she had missed that bus. hahaha!
Cycled all the way home! WHOO! Was less scared than cycling with Mok and Thad in the morning.Plus there were more cars and had a few junctions where I had to filter in to the centre lane to turn. Maybe because subconciously I knew that I had no one else to depend on but me at that time. maybe. haha. When I reached the carpark of my block, I shouted "YESS!" and looked around to see if there was anybody around.Good thing there wasnt. hahahah! Immediately I whispered" Thank you Lord Jesus for protecting me. Thank you." I was really grateful to God for letting me reach home safely.
Rested for like 10 mins before heading to TAS with my mother. Went swimming awhile for fun hahaha! Then jiaolian made me race with the p4 boy hahaha, coz he knew that i went cycling in the morning. Lost to him by a little bit. Jiaolian was like laughing at me. hahaha! It wasnt embarassing that i lost to him. It was just super super funny. I was also laughing like siao. hahahahah!!
After swimming, my mother, bros and me went toa payoh central to look for my shoes for grad night later in the evening. Met rach there at 12.30. went to my favourite saloon hahah! We cut our hair! The lady even helped us spray some glitter stuff on our hair. so cool.
Rach followed me home to borrow umm.. okok. strapless bra! hahahah!! I got my contact lens, and shawl etc. Went cindy's house together to get our makeup done by her sis. wanted to scream when we saw cindy. Her eyes were like so dark. i mean, of course lah.. Her sis likes gothic style. rach and I were like so scared. like what is she gonna do to our face??!! hahaha. I literally begged her sis to give me a lighter make up. She said, ok. Started with eyeliner. She like said," see? no difference. Yours is already the lightest coz you have got double eyelids. dont have to be so thick. Go see lah! No difference!" I went to the mirror and AHHH!!! i really screamed ok. It was like so dark. She was like arguing that it was aready so light and stuff. hahaha. Finally got makeup done. Aiyah couldnt be bothered lah. Lookng at cindy and rach, I knew how lucky I was to be "spared" from the thick eyeliner! hahhah!
Cindy's mum brought us to the hotel. Seeing how most girls were dressed, we were like," eh, too glam or not arh?" "eh, too glam lah!"" how arh, how arh? eh, too glam lah!" so funny. When we walked in, Vivian was like," eh! Punani sisters! lai pai zhao! pai zhao!"(take photo!) hahaa! So took some photos before going in. When we went in to sit, we were like sitting with the guys which was so much more funner.
haha. Took more photos. Wah.. tired of smiling already lah. hahaha. Started eating. was buffet and everyone was like," owwwrrhhh!" hahah. We were queing behid dexter and vivian. they helped us to take the food and dexter threw in sour cream and onion into my pasta! yuck! wanted to throw wasabi into his meat, but aiyah.. the wasabi could not come off the spoon!! bleah.. Vivian was like saying," lai, punani sisters, na duo yi dian."( take more food) and put quite alot of food on our plate. she continued," wo men zhui teng punani sisters de."(hmm...oh! dote on punani sisters.) hahahah! took alot of deserts for the whole table. haha. rach and i raced to eat cakes and drink our drinks. But the waitresses kept on filling them up again!! arggh!hahaha!
Oh yes! won the 63rd prize. $10 ben and jerry's icecream voucher. Got saboed by my table. SILENT SABO. the mc called it. I did not see that the whole table was pointing at me, coz I was looking toward the stage and had my back facing them. HAHAHAH! Was gonna get saboed again when daniel was the "jackpot machine" Luckily we switched to saboing meng han instead. hahah! yes and that sabo made me stay on stage for like 15 mins and dance hiphop with my group. 4 of us split up and came in from the back of the room dancing crazily to the stage. had to take off shoes.(already did that once in one game) was super funny. won second prize. hehheh. when menghan and I went back to our table, both of us did the same thing, really wasnt planned!! He went to vivian and pushed her head. I went to rach and pushed her head. At the same time! hahaha.
Took photos with the yingjing bros like 3 times coz marcusgoh kept on taking too small and too big. hahaha. Got other shots with the class etc. went home super tired, and had trouble washing of mascara coz my mother did not want to lend me her makeup remover hahaha. so funny was laughing at myself looking goth. hahah!
Yesterday broke the record for having the most activities in a day! hahah!

di,
It does not matter to me that you fell
It was not a disgrace
Everybody falls at one time or another
What mattered more was that you got up and continued
That was brave.
Yes, you were brave, boy! (:



when you laughed,
your laughter made me melt inside ;

Sunday, November 26

like i dont know what to type

hmm... kays.. went cycling today. Got dropped after the first round. like...bleahh. The good thing was that I had time to hum songs and worship God. The song which is playing now ' How Great is Our God' replayed in my mind for more than an hour during cycling. hahah. Its one of my favourite songs! heehee. Drafted behind one guy for like 8.6km, he went straight ahead but I had to turn so could not draft anymore :(
Actually, I really miss the times we had, when we would laugh hysterically at almost everything and anything, the 'mind-reading', and the closeness. However, ever since.. i forgot when, we started to drift apart. Smiles were getting rather fake, no more the excitement when we saw each other, just one sentenced questions and answers. sigh. I thought going there and staying together for that period would help us bond closer, it sort of did, for the first few days. After that, i did not feel as much joy and fun as before. Will we ever become as close as or even closer than last time? I really really miss those days. If only I had a time machine.. I would go back to those days and cherish every single minute with you, and not have those unnecessary disagreements and stuff. Yeah.. If only...

To my dear didi : Thanks for being there for me when I felt lost. You really brighten up my day, boy! :D Thanks a million! love yas! (:


sweetness;
you turned back for me (:

Saturday, November 25

You don't care. Not one bit.

Nope.. Am not angry, am not sad.. Actually quite excited still from just now. Hahaha! Wells, went for the strITwise thingy at Ngee Ann Poly, coz I won some stuffs that my bro signed up for. Anywaes, he had his robocode competetion down there too, so i thought why not just go down and check it out. haha. It was really quite quite fun, you know. Guess what? GESS was there competing too! Did not really know anybody from there so did not go talk to them. Tagged along with the SJI boys. Some sec ones and threes. The sec ones were so cute! There was one really mischevious one, another bookworm, another funny one etc..
saw my bros robot compete with another school's robot. wasnt so boring as i thought it would be. It was really quite exciting! Yeah! to see the robots competing with each other and bombing each other. The happiness of seeing the other school's robot being bombed by the sji robot is nice, even if I was not the one who programmed the robot. still it was my bro! hahhaa.
Oh yes! won a pc tablet worth $200. Dang! the person announce my name and school! gah! naturally my school people would stare, coz i was am not even in robotics!!and yet i won something! Eh not bad leh! SJI senior team got 5th, and my school got 3rd! yippee! wahlao! the 5th prize was some not bad mp3! 2nd prize was the new ipod nano!! 1st prize was xbox360,thumbdrive and money!!!-screams. Yesyes, I was hysterical when the nano and xbox360 were given out.(as quoted by Jerad.the sji guy)hahahaha.
Oh man! So exciting! hahahaha!

yes.. now for the not so exciting part... hmm.. how do i put it? um.. lets see..ok to put it simply, I dont mean a thing to you ,ya? I know you know, well ok, maybe i don't. But you dont have to treat me like this right? Painful. ouch. Sometimes its fun. you joke. yeah. but others you ignore and you can be quite mean. I understand maybe its because you dont want others to misunderstand, especially because of that time. Guys! Please stop asking already! I'm really sick of it. It ain't funny anymore like last time. It used to seem like a joke, just to tease, but now its affecting our friendship. She's right. Its painful.. GAH!
but yes, i will cherish every moment we spend together. well, maybe you dont even care if i do but i will. I am just scared of putting this here on my blog. reallyy.. like as if you are not treating me bad enough... sigh.



you just don't know how much it hurts;

Friday, November 24

7 hours for nothing!

GAHH! Woke up at about 9 to meet rach at PS at 10.30am. Wanted to look for something to wear for grad night. Started at This Fashion near PS. Planned to buy something then go play lan at paradiz centre. Then then.. we tried on so many different types of clothes. Anywaes there were not many people there in the morning so we had like the whole fitting room to ourselves. It was funny. We matched different clothes with different pants and started laughing at our weird dressing. hahaha!
Could not find anything and so we walked to PS. Still nothing! all so ex! walked to robinsons.. also very ex! walk to specialist centre..Nothing! walked to heeren. not bad. First dress i saw, was halter neck and I loved it!! Yeah.. price was nice too.. $99. wah.. after that sian already.. went upstairs to all the shops.. not very nice.. Then there was one in which we spent like an hour choosing and trying and choosing and trying. abit ex.. so went around heeren once more to see if we missed out anything and then returned to the same shop. ugh! tried on the same few clothes and could not make up our minds.
ARGH. at that time we really really wanted to give up. wanted to just sit down and stare. we were really going crazy. really. We walked one whole round to the down escalator when it was only a few metres away from the shop!!!
Finally rach and I decided to go back to choose a gown from my mother's cupboard. The worst part: YES.we found what we liked!
It was like ARGH! walked for seven hours to find ourselves back where we started.(coz we agreed that my mother would lend us gowns) ARGHH!! this stinks.

Trained at the park coz stadium was closed.Ran with my 'didi' hahaha. so tired.. legs aching really badly!! stretching is painful... hahah.

Oh yeah!! I can play 'romanza' on the guitar already!! hahahha! Yippee! :D



you mean the world to me;

Thursday, November 23

Everyday is a brand new day...

A new day of realisation..

Realisation of the day
that one has made to..


Realisation of more
new problems to be solved..


Yet realising more things
to be happy with..

More goals and targets to
work for..

And realising many more things
to thank God for..

For he is my LORD GOD almighty!
watching over me...

yes and AMEN

Wednesday, November 22

LAN LAN and more LAN

MON 20th Nov 06
Rach and I trailed about 12 guys to see where they usually played lan. Found out and started playing CS. Played for 2 hours, then went over to egames to find the other guys. Boring.. all playing dota. So we went back and played for another 2 hours. When we came back, guess who was sitting behind us? Jeremy and the other GESS NCC guys! hahaha! They were all so shocked, like what are these two girls doing here? hahah. Played CS with them. Killed a few of them. But was being killed most of the time. They always catch me camping..bleah. BUT! So fun so fun! hahah!
Staye Rach's house. It was fun! I like staying at her house, coz we are so like family. Her mum is really great. Really admire her. Will be praying for her.
Rach, if you read this, remember to buy your ma bananas! (:
LOVE CS! :D

TUE 21st Nov 06
Went for JC briefing.. waited for Brian to arrive. Yeah, He did - When everyone was leaving. It was funny. haahah! Went tiong find Ruiyu. Left for vivo. When we reached there, we went to the cinema to check out the timing for shows and to decide what to watch. HAHAH! We watched Flushed Away!! OK.. So i did not pay for my movie ticket.. BUT I paid for the combo! ARGH! $9! Should have paid for my movie ticket instead! All of us shared the drink using four straws. They were arranged accoring to our height.. The shortest straw being mine... Bleeeaahh.. hmph! hahaha.
OH OH! Then, we went to Safra to play pool. It was like my very first time lah. Wahlao.. when I got the stick, they were all laughing at me. The stick was like above my eyebrows.. For the three of them, they could put the stick under their necks. RY and brian could hold it below their necks. UGH! The stick is long lah!
Then then, a few times the ball was too far for me to reach. I had to use the other stick. bleah. hahah. rach was so embarrased about using the extra stick. wait, we call it 'that thing' hahaha. yeah, she thinks that 'that thing' is only for short people like me, so she just stretched and.. missed. hahahah! It was funny! I kept on missing, even if it was so simple, but Brian and RY were very patient, they even said," good one', "nice try". hahah. Thanks mann. YJbros are great! (:
Had alot of fun that day! THANKS! YJbros! :D

TODAY!
Went to PS with Jina today. Waited like 1hr20mins for her! wahlao. hahahha. So, to make up for it, Jina treated me to Gelare and earrings! Wow.. she stopped at every other shop! (and did not buy anything..) hahaha.
Went to meet Raphael at MRT to go play lan. Waited so long for Davier that I decided to shop with Jina instead. And I dont want to talk about what happened in that peroid of time waiting.. So I went back to PS. Wah.. she kept on looking at crafts materials. quite ok actually. AND.. was late for traning. By 30mins! Ran 8km today. Can die arh.. tired man.. Never ran for like one whole month. aiyah.. Guess I'll just have to slowly train up again..
ps. still waiting to play msn games......... sian..quick lehh...

THANK YAS, JINA! (:



and I will cherish every moment I spend with you
even if it means losing everytime :D

Saturday, November 18

Hacked.

Greetings to all readers of triCLAR!
This is Clarissa's cousin, aka hacker, blogging on her behalf because she's lazy to do it herself. Two more days till the end of the big O. Excited aren't you?
Well I'm not. The last time I sat for a paper, hm, that was eons ago. Make a guess? Alright, you can tell obviously that I'm bored. Then I shall hand the keyboard over to CLARISSA now.

HELLO! Its me! Finally blogging again! YAY! (hacker: 4 exclamation marks in a row?!) Haha very funny! (the 5th.) hmph. I like using exclamation marks!!! Anyways, still waiting for the other cousins to arrive..

OH OH!! Just played CS with Rachel and my bro this afternoon!! So fun!

Kays I'll blog again some other time. The other cousins have arrived and they are going to take over the com now. UGH.

BYEE!
p.s camping is GREAT!
MUAHAHAHAH!

p.p.p.p.p.p.ps: xiao hui is greater!
- love, hacker.