its amazing how your 6 words could make me go so much faster.
'your cadence also very slow ah'
thats how much i look up to you,
coach.




to the freaky dude. (:
you still freak me out.
hahaa.
ok ok we freak each other out.
idiot. :P



clar(:
OMG!
clar(:
brainwave!

fun with mr rama
hahaha
fun with mr rama
dun tell me
fun with mr rama
wad you thinking is wad i'm thinking

..

clar(:
is that what you were thinking dude?
fun with mr rama
o.m.g.
clar(:
WHAT
clar(:
HAHAHA
fun with mr rama
exactly the same
fun with mr rama
freaky
fun with mr rama
hahahaha
fun with mr rama
you
clar(:
YOU!
fun with mr rama
hahaha
fun with mr rama
not me lo

random thoughts:

new math teacher cant teach.
i miss lai lai.
im so dead for gp.
man u is da bomb.
must practice side split.
and front pike.
sunday trng at ecp. cycling or tri?
cq's phone is cool.
is pw tennis during mon protected time still on?
do we have chinese CTs??
gonna watch a movie on wed.
made a new friend.
yeo is ultimate retardedness.
vectors stink.
the com rawks.
got back my specs.
fat cells do not decrease in number!!!!

alright. enough of random thoughts. had more in the afternoon. but i forgot.


'sorry.'
'huh. for what? when?'
'just now.'
'what did you do?'
'did you hear what i shouted from downstairs?'
'oh this morning ah. i asked you to take a cab. so you wont be late.'
'i know. but did you hear what i shouted?'
'it doesnt matter to me what you said. i just didnt want you to be late.'
'mm.'

5mins later.
-signals me to take out earphones.
'hmm??'

'i understand. its ok. i dont hold it against you. anw thank you for saying sorry.'

-walks away.
'its for your own good.'

daddy,
i wasnt late for school today.
im sorry
i didnt mean those words i said this morning.
i dont know if you heard it from upstairs
but that doesnt matter.
i said it.
and im sorry daddy.
i love you.


feeling super bad. this is the first time i've ever said it to him.
really really didnt mean it.

had a good sleep.
on the floor.
on top of newspapers.
while doing a side split.

moral of the story: dont read newspapers.

disappointed, yes.
but we understand why you did what you did and we're not angry with you.
thanks for being brave enough to confess to us.
we forgive you.
its your turn to forgive yourself.
we know it takes time and we'll always be there for you.
love you loads, darling.
stay strong. (:

"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
1 John 1:9

havent been a good testimony.
sorry.

But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find out it was never
In your hands

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way yeah
It feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
It's time that I (I)
Learnt to face up to this
On my own
I've seen so much more than I know now
So tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You can see it in my eyes
This girl will always find
Her way

I'm not a girl (I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)
Not yet a woman (I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah)
All I need is time (All I need is time that's mine yeah)
A moment that is mine
While I'm in betweenI'm not a girl (not yet a woman)
Not yet a woman (no no)
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman

*whines* its always about $.
):
bleah.

byebye lovess..

tutti fruitti was the last.
i hate you loads.
was trying to save it.
i seriously hate you MUCH.
so much so much so much!
zomg.
i.
HATE.
you.
&*^%#