yesterday was just FAB. (:
plus the weather was awesome even though i was being bullied four five times.
time passed too quickly.

found another nice song!



If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

do you even know? DO YOU?
the fear?
the hurt?
oh what else?
the (insert negative feelings here)?

what fear?
you're keeping it, remember?
do you even know what 'it' im referring to?
think stairs.
think 200608.
yup.

oh man. i miss clarence.
i wanna tell you everything.
i do not want to be typing and talking to someone in the com!
come back soon you dumbdumb. ):
yongsheng is asking for the 2 cds he lent you, you toot.
where did you keep it!!
grr.

i cant believe im telling the world i miss my bro.
HAHAHAHA.
crap.

not so brilliant eh.
hhahahhaah.
:D i ownz!

anw movie marathon! YAY!
12-now (6.17am) and still watching!
wheee!
oh and another movie at macs!
with fries, bbq sauce and many spoilt dvds. and you.
(:


<33333333

well.. interesting morning.
and i still dont know the final score for ned vs rus today!
less than 10m away from the friggin tv! hahaha.
im like how guai.
thank you thank you. :D


econs. is. sucky.
period.

grahhh.


oh oh. did i mention tiff and i saw a ghost while studying?
hmm..
probably worse than a ghost! *winks at tiff*

THERE ARE NO INVISIBLE

WORDS HERE!!!!













told you!


what did i just say? HUH HUH.
TSK.

break day today was gooood :D just you and i(:
had to climb over the school gate. omg so fun. number 8. wheee! tramp!
moviemoviemovie.

watched AUGUST RUSH! omg. superrr good show!!
go watch go watch. download, buy, borrow, whatever. just watch it!! super awesome woooots! love it love it love it! wahaaha!

grudge 2 was stupid. yuckyuck. YUUCCCKKK. watched it halfway and gave up. not coz it was too scary ok!!!! hahaaha. somebody was just lazy to think. :D

no reservations was niceee! hahahaha. (:

uncountable white slips and phone call to parents.
which i didnt get.
lalala.
so awesome. :D
tralala!

what am i doing?
hahaha.
i dunno!
and it ain't a good feeling man.
nuh uh.

DE,
you suck.
hahhaha.
i so give up on you.
i dont like you.


DE:
i am sad. clar has given up on me.
she totally hates me.
she said so herself. she doesnt care about me anymore.
sighhh...

to the bananas :
love y'all manymany! :D

finally like after so long, B1, B2 and B3 went out again!
hahaha.
wheee!
cafe cartel ftw!
got alot a little bit of studying done!
too bad B1's phone had no batt! ):
anw, it was really really fun studying/going out with you guys ytd!
i really thank God for the bananas! <33



in sch now.
couldnt go into the lib coz i was wearing slippers.
but i managed to borrow dvds! haha!
waiting for stuff to print.
oh. wait. i can go get them now! yay!


by the way, the identities of B1 and B3 have to be protected.
coz.. we ate unhealthy. teehee.
and i still cant believe some ppl read our blogs.
so free?
hahaha.

alright.
gonna get my stuff now.
byeee! (:

im..
upset
angry at myself
frustrated
drained
and feeling so dumb
hoping
waiting for nothing.
waiting without knowing.

hahaha. it was silly.
and i insist ok.


well. that was just now.
i feel so much better now.
though i still think it was real silly.
ahaha. expectations.
zzzz.

anw.
today.
was.
great.
the last part that is.
morning and afternoon was totally horrible.

the rain was awesome.
THAT was soooo wonderful.
so perfect.

and im sleepyyyy.
stayed up at macs ytd until 4.30am to watch soccer hahaha.
slept there until 8am.
was so dead today.
plus all those little stuff mentioned above
the 4hours totally made up for it.
thank you muchmuch! ((:

exciting exciting day today before going to church.
lets see..

my mum went for competition.
dad followed her there.
clarence had cip.
so i had to bring josiah and jotham to church.
jotham couldnt wake up.
even after i set 2 alarms ringing at the same time.
he totally refused to wake up to go to church.
it was so difficult to get him out of bed.
tried the nice tactic.
lets go for macs lunch after church!
or do you want KFC!
ah! how bout swensens?
nuh-uh all didnt work.
now i know why mummy doesnt want to go to church. haha.
changed tactic.
the pissed off tactic.
ok. thats it. out of bed. now now.
and draggggs him to the floor.
after a long struggle.
he just sat there crying.
anw to cut the long story short,
he was brought out of the house wearing only undies.
took his clothes and shoes along.
locked the front door.
oohh cool. he's finally getting changed (outside).
he walks to the stairs and sits down.
im not going. i wait for mummy to come back.
thinking he'd follow, josiah and i walked away.
but nooo..
we had to play hide and seek after that woohoo.
did i mention i lost one side of my earrings
while lifting him up with the coolios fireman lift.
removed my heels and started running towards the bus stop.
we were late for church man.
decided to take cab.
he so owes me 10bucks.
haha.
yes. thats what happened at 9.15-10.25am on a sunday before church.
phew.

have you ever felt this way?
woah. hmm..
its like..

you dont know how to stop it
so you just take it in
you wish it'd would stop
but it doesnt
and it hits you like bangbangboom!
it keeps coming at you
one after another
but you just keep taking it
holding it in
compressing everything inside
trying not to explode
so when you so cannot take it anymore
you get up
run to some random place.
and scream your lungs out.
ahhh and it feels oh so good
you smile to yourself
and walk back
your friends ask if you've heard a loud scream
you look at them as though they're crazy and say.. no?!
they look back at you as though you're the crazy one
but it doesnt matter.
ahhh....
screaming rawks. sometimes.

i'd recommend a place with echo.
lots and lots of echo.
woots.
(:




the bee;
and the awesome accident/

love the short walks/bus rides back.
its during this 15mins that i can reflect on my day. think about random stuff and.. stone.
but its even more awesome to have someone to walk/take the bus home with (:

oh heard this song. haha.

"Not Ready To Make Nice"

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and
I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hellCan't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting