i'd like to say sorry for making people cry. oops. it wasnt intentional. promise. :P
anw this taught me so much.
im not going to waste my life anymore. time to invite people to church!
wont put things off till "next time". it may not come.
Will treasure my friends and family much more. life's unpredictable.
yes. its still sinking in. i just keep on forgetting... im so pissed at myself.
i was going to ask him if he was going for the meeting in TAS. then i realised. again.
argh.. i keep on thinking he's still here. and that nothing's ever happened.
the meeting was waaaaaay useless. please. i do NOT need a counsellor. im serious. im not the one who needs it. i'll be alright. soon, i guess. -shrugs. just leave me to continue grieving please. for now. They just say the same thing over and over and over and over again. here we are crying. and there they'll ask," what are your names?" like WTH?! i totally ignored the counsellors. hee.
and some people, i find, are really.. ugh. you're right. and i know it. just not at this time please. please spare a thought for those around you. think about how they'll feel. like what mdm foo use to tell us," do the right thing at the right time, in front of the right people." i'll tell you, "say the right thing at the right time infront of the right people." sorry CQ, i tried. i did call. the reply pissed me off. so i just hung up. oops.
3.5 hours queueing for doughnuts with maria was so nice. like real quality time mann. we just talked and talked and shared and laughed. it was really so nice. to know that i have such a great friend. we said we'd come back and queue again next time. im quite worried. coz i wont know right? sigh. anw, i thank God for giving me such a good friend. i really appreciate all that you've done.
i think i should start spending more time to get to know my friends better. learnt that time is the best thing anyone can give. dont wanna regret anything. (sorry. actually i dont think im making sense now.) sleepy.
ah anw. today's pw meeting was the funnest. like 9 ppl went to GESS?! after survey, we went to tiong bahru park to play playground! like little kids! i took so many pics. cant upload them now. will upload like... soon. OH NO. cannot. okok ASAP.
gtg sleep now. somebody's pangseh-ing me tmr. and i'll be pangseh-ing somebody on sunday. im sorry!
nites.
hear the song.
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