all the times

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In loving memory of Thaddeus Cheong -A training mate, a friend, a brother.


thanks for all the memories.
both happy and sad.
i'll miss you like crazy, dude.
it hasnt really sunk in yet.
wanted to ask you something just now, but realised i couldnt.
im glad i told you.
ok. fine. you knew.
so.. im glad you told me it was on purpose!

i'll always remember that friday.
that special special friday.
6.5hours (:
the 'ooohhs' from the kids AND jina.
and i'll NEVER untie those shoelaces you tied for me.

The MSN games we played non-stop. minesweeper flags and 7 hand poker.
24-0.
it didnt matter.
and it was during prelims.

we were supposed to go wakeboarding again.
you were supposed to tutor pam this fri.
and you were going to own them all during osim!
you said so yourself!
come back. PLEASE.
own them all!

OH GOD! why. why must You take him away?
You didnt even give us a chance to speak to him.
You didnt even let him wake up once.
WHY?!
He's gone. forever.
and i've only got 2 pics taken with him.

Thomas dear. I salute you.
You were strong, boy.
I know you tried to hold it all back.
Don't worry. Jiaolian cried like crazy too.
Im sorry you cant tease me about being your sis-in-law anymore.

How could you leave your wife.
Your Orbea orca is at home waiting for you.
She's your 'awesomely georgous one'
so 'slim and fast'.

Your 'livestrong' band.
i've never seen you without it.
its always there. on your right wrist.
i stole it from you but
it just slipped out from my wrist. bleah.

sigh. i'll never forget you.
You'll always have that special place in my heart
just that.. we cant share our probs like we used to.
i miss those times many many.

your last sentence to me.
WAH. never train still can come and race ah?!
....

i cant imagine him just lying there.

the three words i can't say without starting to cry."thaddeus passed away."

the pain inside. it hurts so bad.

i guess we can only take comfort in knowing that he died doing what he loved.

bye my friend. i love you.

*listened to this song so many times in his mp3. yuan lai by jjlin