Sunday, January 24

that song.
always reminds me of the times when i was so free... going out almost everyday.. so relaxed, carefree and just living day by day...
i dont know how to describe that song. its just so.. chill.. hahah. i can imagine an empty park with 2 ppl just sitting down together and there's no work today, no work tmr, no work forever.

sighhh.
finally met up with rachel for quick dinner! whooooo. awesome man. ahaha.
and why! coz thessa was too tired for tuition.
haha may not get so lucky for quite awhile...

eeeeks. school again tmr. the weekends are way too short man!
just looking forward to the weekends every week. hope that can get me through all these.

ok back to pe shit. yuck.

Thursday, January 21

bleahhhh. so many pe today.
and stupid workshop.
highlight if the day:
tauhugoreng sauce spilt on gb clothes so she had to borrow clothes from sch.
and what other clothes than mcs pe attire! goodthing chrislin had top otherwise she would be wearing pe attire. so funny. from a super serious looking proper dressing teacher to become looking like a pe teacher except for pretty slippers. HAHA. awesome.

ARGH alot of things to do!!!!!!!!
sort out relay runners and give the runners their events.
plan trng for tmr.
irritating.

Tuesday, January 19

clar is confident.
that she wont be able to sleep tonight.
coz.
she finished her coffee at 8pm.
die.

me hates planning pe.
esp for p3. so BORING. and must make it exciting. lameee.

Monday, January 18

bumped into mrjteo ytd. aiyah. will bump into him alot. so no biggie.
mrjteo: so what are you doing now?
me: heh. teaching.
mrjteo: *SUPER shocked look* oh my... goodness. serious?! wowwwww....... thats... er..unexpected!
me: HAHA yeah i know right!
mrjteo: *random questions eg where etc*
until..
mrjteo: so! do your students listen to you?
me: yeahhh. and they'd better! hahah.
mrjteo: HAHA. more than you listened to me?
me: errr HEEHEE. oooppppsss :P
mrjteo: anw, totally didnt expect you to be teaching. but i guess its always the ppl you'd least expect that become teachers huh. my teachers didnt expect me to be a teacher too!

that was super funny. coz i was just telling bie abt how benyeo and i would be at the back of the class playing hp game. the olympics racing thingy. hahah. or sleeping away or eating. anything but listening HAHA. and then jteo came by. haha. niceee. miss sch... miss stonning away in class and just enjoying the aircon hehehe.

well anw just marked a whole stack of books. friggin heavy gonna lug it back to sch tmr grahhhh. and i should go sleep.. it was awesome catching up a little today.

Sunday, January 17

busssyyyyy sux.
its monday again. so frigginnnn fast!!!
grrraaah.
im dragging and dragging coz i really wish..... oh wtv huh. so what if i wish smth. mon will still come. and pe will still come. haha though its getting better! it is! im just having more fun with the kids and heck caring her. HEE. its great man. but i still have to plannnn! haha duh. she wont let me off one man. i bet i'll take lesson again tmr. she's killing me!! but p3 are really awesome bunch. enthu(:

and kimberly was so sschwweeet. i scolded 3c really badly. and punished 8 of them. erra looked damn sad but after sch during remedial she was giving me super big smiles as usual and screaming MS TANN! ARE YOU TAKING US FOR REMEDIAL?!
but smth better happened. i really absolutely dont understand it. i just punished yujing awhile ago, yet she was so happy to see me. in fact. she talked more to me after i punished her than when i didnt. HUH? i dont get it. and kimberly was like... "ms tan, you know you are the nicest teacher ever?"
me: dont bluff. you just want me to let you off early today right.
kim: no!! really one!! you are sooo nicee!!
me: hurh? i just gave your class one big scolding and you say im nice?!
kim: ya! i know! but its for our own good! because today we naughty so you scold us is correct one. my mummy say that when teacher scold is because she care about the class. and somemore today we naughty so you scold us is correct one!

ok. that was shocking. hahahaha. what weird students!!!! O.o

now its back to planning pe. oh crap.
bye

Monday, January 11

todayyyy... was like.. horrible stuff man.
8 periods in a row. 1 relief, 4 pe, 2 ma.
pe with victor was fun. kena saboed by him AGAIN.
"ok i will be telling you how to run and ms tan here is going to demonstrate to you." and me thinksss... "idiot."
"now ms tan and i will show you how we run. LISTEN. see if you can hear elephant steps. we are going to race there and back." and me thinks.."whhhyywhhyyy...arghhh"
"look carefully ok, see if you can see our both legs lift off the ground when we run. thats what i mean by FLY. so now ms tan and i are not going to run there and back. we are going to run one whole round just for you so you girls can see what we mean by flying." and me opens mouth in shock. girls laugh. shit. haahha. -.-
"ok so after all this running, ms tan would like to tell you all more about your running style and whatever she has to say." and me now thinks.. (blank)
but me manages to crap," alright, i have to say this class is pretty good. the footsteps are getting lighter and i see you girls bending slightly forward. hmm.. just that maybe some of you are not swinging your arms properly........... so would mr yeo like to add anything?" HAHA.
that was fun AND tiring.
pe with 5f... another round. teaching running techniques.. making them do relay.. and finally racing round the track with me. super funny. got my eyes on the garnet girl muahaha. gonna make her run for sports day. ha.

5a was retarded. relief so had nth to do. the girls dared one another to do stuff. to me. but sweet stuff. like awwww... they were pushing vinny up to me and vinny was super shy. apparently they dared her to hug me. like wth so retarded! hahaha then angelina was like..*gigglegiggle* *whispers* ms tan...*giggle*you are the prettiest teacher ive ever seen.*giggle* and then gave me a hug. HAHAHA friggin funny. alot more but yeah that 30min was quite nice..


oh. and its really tiring.. in the sense that.. we have to put up a front once we step into sch. i can be dragging my feet and walking lazily and sleepily to sch but once i reach sch, i have to open my eyes, look cheerful and look all ready for lessons.. ugh. hhaha and that happened to be what elsa and i talked about also. cool.

stayed back in sch for fun. omg. coz elsa didnt have class till like 5.30? so i just accompanied her. got too tired so went back to watch movie. boring.. now waiting for bie to come over. got my p3 pe lesson kinda planned out. so im stoning.
ooooohhh. btt tmr. yikes. 6.45. zzzzzz

see...im really bored. typing all this crap.

Sunday, January 10

its tiring. coz i know i cant fall sick.
and i think i am.. so gotta sleep now. sigh sch again tmr.
shitttttzzz

Friday, January 8

just back from tuition and playing funny skateboard stuff with jenelle. tiring man. but fun!

"Alamak! so busyy!!" faizal comes into the staffroom shouting. like HAHAHA wth.
he's totally feeling the same as i am right now.
like so many things to do but dont know where and how to start.
can tell that amy and elsa are also feeling it. amy's like.."ahhhh... im so lost!!" and elsa goes,"OMG i dont know what im supposed to do!!"
and im like.. sitting down at my desk and staring at all the books on my table... thinking.."what to do what to do WHAT TO DO!!!!! there's so many things to do. but whaaaaaaattt!!! AHHHH!!" its a really irritating feeling man hahaha. and in the end i dont do anything. HA.
we are all really lost sheep. where's the LIGHT man. omg so mcs. zzzzzzzzzzzz.
but tgif. pheeeewwww.

dont know if i wanna join them for trng.. its so weird coz im crashing... and. i really hate the track. i dont know why. maybe its just too boring for me. at the first 200m im like... eh... its damn boring..
ha!
die la. ive lost it. the only motivation for me is that after everytime i run, i can feel my muscles coming back HAAHA. retarddd. ok bye!

Thursday, January 7

HA. clarence lost his pillow in a super duper small house. thats funny shit.

OH. HAHAHAHA.OH! i dont have a pillow. so clarence didnt lose his! HAHAHA!

Wednesday, January 6

feeling very unsettled. ):
like there's so much to do and think about but i dont know where to start.
tuition is killing. i only have that much time. and im alr squeezing every last bit of time i have left.
oh i just wish i could drive alr!! ugh. instead im rushing all over the place because of driving. sighhhhh.
but im glad. a girl in my class shared during ve that she hated herself. but after teaching and encouraging them. i asked the class what they have learnt. to that she went,"to love myself." and hugged herself. awww.
and another girl in the class hugged me after class! "thank you ms tan, byebye!" super sweeeet. couldnt hug her back coz was carrying books. haha.
sorta miss the p6s. hope they're doing well in sec sch man...
i thank God for letting me have camellia as my co-teacher. and though being a ft would have been cool.. i mean.. gaining more exp and stuff, but i guess its fine... im more free and dont have to settle so much admin stuff.
i think elsa saw it in my face. or maybe sensed it from my tone. but that was real cool. i thought she didnt but the whole time she was actually thinking why i wasnt ft. and she guesses that maybe coz im teaching some pe programme... coz only a few teachers involved are ft. hmm. i dunno. im just scared that i suck..
anw. gotta get back to social studies.
my running and swimming is GONE CASE alr la HAHA. never ran a slower 2.4 ever since sec1. wth. im so embarrassed. HAHAH.

Sunday, January 3

ahhhhhhhh! yuckkkss school tmr!
must wake up early again!
): no more elsa! now i have to bring my own pass everywhere and my own umbrella. haaha and print my own schedule/notices etc! omg i havent done that!!!
ugh so irritating. i think i shall just go to sleep. and sch starts even earlier now!!!! ahhhh!
me is sadddd..holiday was over so fast.. ):
goodnight.
now i will be busy like da. but not as busy as da. hee.

goodluck tiff!<3

Saturday, January 2

better hurry up got work to do...
ok fast fast.
need to save up alot more.
starting nowwww.
no movies. ok maybe... once every 2 months.
no random eating out at ex places. gotta save up for ex place on special days...
shoes. stick with old one. anw im gonna be wearing track shoes everyday..
clothes. ohhhh i do need clothes and more formal onessss.... but...arghh since im not gonna be wearing too nicely to school, pe clothes are still good. screw going out clothes. who really looks at you anw! please nobody cares. dont bother dressing up. just wasting makeup. -.-

gotta do work now. ughh schoool. ):