lesson obs on thu.
and i just had to lose my thumbdrive today. sigggghhhhhhhh.
no backups.
but thank God, i printed a complete set. but some mistakes in there. so i just have to retype my whole lesson plan, create another ws and reanimate my ppt slides. i think im quite lucky alr. and i dont feel too worried though its this thu coz... i somehow know that everything will be fine. tho tmr i will be super busy.....
thank You for the assurance.
i know that its gonna be ok.

of all weeks.
obs just has to be on my busiest week.
with workshops and ftp, fte, driving and dental appt. argh.
this is crapppp ):
okok better stop wasting precious time. still have normal lessons to plan! aaaaaahhhhh.

doing work now so this is gonna be quick.
so awesome. went for a run/romantic walk with bie after his expt. and came to the conclusion that i cant run anymore. -.-
that was fun. dont know when we're gonna get the chance to do this again. (:

baked my most successfullest batch of creamcheese brownies ytd. now left last 1/2 a piece coz it was so rich decided to cut it into smaller pieces so i wont choke ppl. anw, yay.

ppt presentation. is friggin troublesome. but. i have to get back to it.

you can tell them im never going back to join them. thanks. you go ahead. go for whatever you want. i dont have much to look forward to in life anw.

whatever i say. is just er bian feng. wind beside ear. lol. you're not the only one who doesnt trust my opinion. not the only one who doesnt take whatever i say to heart. so dont worry. even ppl who are supposedly much closer to me have to ask for second opinion. its just me i guess. me and myself to blame.


you can say its not called 'looking down on' or 'laughing at us in your heart' you can say it all you want. it will just come out in the future. since you think they are doing almost everything right, and you think their method is better than ours. obviously. you lived with them since you were born. that's your upbringing. dont try to put it in my family. either live with it or not at all. simple right.

or you can just say it me. and that bitch. and hope for change.

maybe im just meant to die single and alone. maybe.