Been looking forward to that the whole day at work. That was what kept me going and kept me smiling the whole day even though i was really super tired. Just a phonecall... and msn would have been a bonus. but i guess its alright. you were really that tired. haha. just disappointing. if you understand how it felt hahah.

got to tabao sushi home today. my bros were like super happy. its nice to see them so happy haha. work was quite fun! just enjoy irritating the sashimi counter ppl. so funny. and yayyyy! i'll be going out with tiff and drey after work. finally meeting up with them again! so i'll prolly run in the morn.

me is tired. but... im really really bored right now... think i shall watch some bleach haha.

i miss you. dumbdumb. ):

did i alr mention that i took chenliping's order?
i took chenliping's order! haahah. that was like 2 days ago.
but still blog-worthy(:

ooohh ytd was.. a preeetty long day.
went nus with da at like 6plus 7 for the heck of it. bused to work. it was real busy. or so i thought.
during my two hours break, da accompanied me to the docs. for certain reasons unmentionable here. hahah. then it was zoommm back to work. and now. i understand what busy really was. it was crazy. and hell irritating.
please. are your brains unable to register that the waitress you're calling for is at another table taking orders? "er. ex-q me ah miss. ex-q me. can top up my tea?" eh. sharddup luh! as customers, can you all please learn to be patient? waitresses are NOT robots neither do we have super speed powers. pouring tea takes time. taking orders takes time. billing takes time. clearing up takes time. please use your eyes (you have them for a reason) and brains (assuming you have one) to realise that we're busy. Thank you for your patience. Now, why isn't my order here yet?!

alright. im not going to waste my time blogging about retarded stuff. time for medicine! oh darn it. no water. and im in nus waiting for da to finish his proj meeting. its freezing here in the com lab.

and i've not trained in 2 weeks! howhowhow... payalebar is like.. far. ): ooohhh... maybe if i work till 5 i can go. ok stop being lazy! do smth in the morning before work and.. maybe during break? i'll see what i can do or feel like doing. heh. i want my old legs back!!

bored.

oh mannn!
too much jap to remember in one night.
and i still wanna read executive order.

and today... i dropped one chopstick box and all the chopsticks and toothpicks came flying out. its was helllll embarassing. thank goodness there was only one group of customers. BUT! i simply had to drop it right in front of them. so nice right. i know. the others were super nice about it, telling me bout how they used to always drop stuff too just that theirs were glass. hahah. they even told me bout the manager dropping a bowl of sashimi salad omg. i so hopeeeee that doesnt happen to me. that. would be disastrous.
ohhh. even the chefs. they were like.. its normal, dont worry and smiled. they cant talk much coz they're like literally the center of attraction. hahah.
the manager was real nice too! he saw that i was like.. freaked out/disturbed/embarassed/blur for quite awhile, so to take my mind off the stupid chopstick box, he taught me how to use the key-in system. whee and now i have to start memorising the whole menu. goodness. hahaha.
but its fun! i loveeee the billing part. count the coloured plates! hahaha.
full day tmr! yay! can eat sushi after work again! wahahaha. i'll probably bring food from home and my story book to read during break. yes. work is still fun.
still cant believe how people are able to... not finish their food. its painful clearing away their leftovers lah. omg. and they throw away the whole tray of remaining sushi after we have eaten our fill. which is still more than half a tray?? wl. let me tabao home lah. i got a family waiting for yummy sushi which they cant spend on just for the heck of it. im blabbering away coz it just irks me to see so much food being thrown away just like that. food that will make my two younger bros squeal with excitement and food that will be enjoyed enjoyed(and not to fill the stomach kind) by my whole family... so yeah. dont bother bout me. coz you. yes you. you wont understand how i feel. you may not even understand wtf im talking about. damn it.
ok im getting angry writing all these. so i'll just read my book.

sayonara!

is this how its going to be?

chess.

awesome.


[edit]
hmm. i guess there still was icecream...
ok you're forgiven.
lets blame jotham.
hahahaa.
[/edit]

woots. back from work! and going back later.
hands smell like miso soup. mmm.. (:
its fun! for now i think. but time passes slowly there too! is it the same everywhere???

was thinking if i should give up tri until i earn enough money.
and just chiong long hours at work. esp weekends whoo.
running home after work is stupid. its only about 2km. not even considered a stupid warmup... bleah.. forget about cycling haha. unless! i cycle by the other direction and go one whole 11.6km round. hmm.. not a bad idea. but its stillll not enough... arggghhhh.

money? or tri?
God, please lead me.

ok. im sleepy....zzz

one.


i want sunnyyy

sushi tei ftw.
crossing my fingers.
pls pay me good.

alright. going out to look for ahma shoes for work and nice ice cream for da now. zzz.

thank you, God!
hahahaha.

da extracted 2 wisdom tooth today! aww.. hahaha.

sabishii desu.

<3

TWO!
:D
:D
:D
tralaas.

i want......

1)wash up your plate after you finish eating! (applying to everyone living in the house)
2)wash up all the plates in the sink!



i wonder how these 2 sentences can be used in one house.
ZZZZZZZZZZ.

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.


HAHAHA. try memorising this crap.

woots.
i know where watch-movies.net moved to. but i just forgot!!
crapz.
shall find it and watch my bloody valentine coz we didnt get to watch it ytd.
SOMEBODY was too scared to. haahah. 3D lehhhhh. see lah. i dont have 3D glasses at home. not fun alr. haha

oh yay! now i have something to do!
da's essay! hahahah.
friggg. difficult sia. nvm at least i get to use my brain abit. unlike sitting and watching movie after movie or pao-ing qian.
i'll do it after the movie :D
slackers unite. tomorrow. (((:
<3


6.

Just came back from a little outing with shai and cq.
witch mountain is not bad!
and i will NEVER buy b and j icecream again.
its too small. and too ex. AND. its not THAAAT nice. scammers.
oh. then im a scamee. darn.
going to search for a better icecream place than b and j.

oh mannn i do hope uncle andrew gives me the job! hahaah.
im tired of staying home and watching bleach.
been spending alot (to me lah) the past few days.
shall lock myself at home tmr so i wont spend. HA.
fri... dont feel like going but... OH wont somebody give me an excuse not to go! please!
gahh


AND AND!!!!
my ezlink card doesnt work in rj anymore!!
the door wouldnt open for me )):
had to climb through the side of the side gate haaha.
thank goodness it was away from the cam.

hmmm.. what do i next.....

hotel626 is damn dumb... zzz
and watch-movies.net disappeared!!! ))):
i want movies!
tired of bleach. rather play nancy drew. wahaha.
off to scare myself a little.

tata!

what have i been doing the whole of last night?
OMG. playing some nancydrew rpg.
it was ultraaaa fun, i tell you.
but! jotham turned off his com alr! and its some trial, which i played for like 4hours.
ahhhh im only halfwayyyy!
its friggin difficult ok. thought it was some funny game for kids so i chose senior detective... wl.wl.wl.

muahahah. dont care. now i'm gonna use josiah's com to play, since the trial game at jotham's com is used up. then there's clarence's com... hmm. not too bad.
alright! going to find the game now.

back from grocery shopping with jotham.
and i seriously need a job. bored to death! even with bleach and executive orders (but mostly bleach. hee)

woah. found a poem(ok not exactly) i wrote for a friend in my old old book.
that was like in 2006!
and updated in twice in 2007. and will not be updated again.
im too embarassed to put it up here. haha.
'the little things you did that Friday' ends like this.. after being updated on 020707.
thanks for all the wonderful memories,
my friend whom i will dearly miss.

yadayada. OOHH. and i just found a page of stuff to bring for overseas tri comps! haahaha! also used for running away. and guess what i didnt include in there.

my bike.

i rawkkkk oh yeahhh :D

and zomg. in 010906 i was 44.3kg! -.-' stupid drink my mother bought for me. haha. thank goodness im not drinking it still. and in 020405 i was 38.9kg! and somebody said i had to gain weight for korea tri coz the water was damn cold. hahah. grrr.

sat. open house was errr... i dunno.. i was just super sleepy the whole day. but! donuts made me happy! hahaah. went around with cq to looklook and kope stuff from all the different faculties. AH shoot. i didnt get to kope the cubeeee! haha. went shai's house to see man u suck. wl. and lvp was just damn tyco. zzzz. whole match was just so boring.

yay! ytd was quite rawkin! just that i didnt get to jump tramp ):
nvm it was fun anw. was playing piano at school while da studied hahaha. bet i was damn noisy. :P then went botak jones for fun.

ok enough nonsense from me. i should shut up now. and go watch more bleach.
apps is driving me crazy.

arms aching!! from a super slack swim trng!
oh man.
must be from the super slackkk 200m butterfly debbie and i did.
and i was just following behind her changing to single arm sometimes ahahah.
uh oh. thats bad.

ooohh and walked to bus stop with jina.
yay! mr bean ice cream wahaha! thanks jina!

ok im just being damn bored.

BLAH.

memories
i dont know if i should add ): or (:
but they were exciting, eye-opening and so much more.


hmmm.....

ok back to bleach!
that was damn random. sorry mun.

going out just for the heck of it.
and taking jotham along with me. muahahaha.

i havent read my tom clancy book for 3 days alr! ahhh. bleachbleachbleach. teehee.

OH PUH-LEEESSEEE. stop all the drama.
i know drama when i see it.
try getting grades like mine.
see if you still feel the same.
hahah. screw you.
SCREW YOU.

im not THAT weak.
or as weak as you think i am.

this is cute:

clar(: buffers :D says: hahaha. ok. promise ah. I can get in ah.
ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: haha, tt one i cant say right, bt if i had a uni, id let u in

now, this is seriously confusing :

r/s is not just abt loving the person, also abt tolerating him and loving him even when you dont feel like!


and then this is worse:

just treat him like u love him even when u feel like you dont lor.


HAHAHA. funny stuff. this is how the first statement is interpreted:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
she's saying that in a relationship, it's nt all lovey-dovey, you have to adjust even when u dont want to, u have to make comprimises to keep the relationship alive...


this is how the 2nd statement is interpreted:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
hmm, she's saying that u shld basically behave the same way no matter what, like even if u quarrel or if ure having a good time with each other, don't treat him any differently, he's still the same person

after awhile...

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
ok ok, um, actually, maybe she's jst saying that even if there are times when u dont feel like u love him, you shldnt behave any differently? aaahhh, im confused, ask her to paraphrase


something made me really happy! at least it didnt go unnoticed :D


kenlgw says : ohh.
kenlgw says : ya, i know u did.
kenlgw says : ur beautiful SLEEP! hahaz


random/retarded:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: no no, dont bang head, if not to more pretty head
clar(: buffers says: faceface!!!
ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: face head same difference

helloooo fellow neglectee :D

Why can't you be there?

Why can't you even care?

Why can't life be fair?

Why am I never good enough?

even i'm getting irritating. i know.
so im just gonna shut up already and keep all the frustration inside.
you'll see me smile, but never know whats inside anymore.
if thats the way you like it.
if thats the way you want it.
yes, i'll do it.


final let-out of frustration:

we're

never

contented,

are

we?


anw, thanks shuks and drey for all your help. appreciate it. (:

On The Wings of a Prayer

Just close your eyes and open your heart
And feel your worries and cares depart.

Just yield yourself to the Father above,
And let Him hold you secure in His love.

For life on earth grows more involved,
With endless problems that can't be solved,

But God only ask us to do our best,
Then He will take over and finish the rest...

So when you are tired, discouraged and blue,
There is always one door that is open to you,

And that is the door to The House of Prayer,
And you'll find God waiting to meet you there.

And The House of Prayer is no further away
than the quiet spot where you kneel and pray.

For the heart is a temple when God is there
As we place ourselves in his loving care.

And He hears every prayer and answers each one
When we Pray in His name - Thy will be done.

The burdens that seemed too heavy to bear
Are lifted away on the wings of a prayer.

man, im bored with my blog.
maybe i should change my template again. heh.
its already been here for awhile. i think.

oh! ytd was just wonderful. spent the whole day reading tom clancy's 'Executive Orders' over at nus in an attempt to change my bodyclock back in time for sat's competition.
sheesh. seriously, i can be called nocturnal now. i couldnt fall asleep the night before so i just laid squashed in between josiah and jotham, and in the process getting smacked on the face a few many times by josiah . grr. bugger. woots! 30 hours without sleep!
anw! i only managed to finish reading 200 plus pages. thats like.. one-sixth of the whole book?! i wanna finish it soon! its really interesting mun.
da was like studying the whole time while i kept falling asleep and then waking up to continue reading. oh mannn. muggertoad pro pro.
im friggin sleepy now. zzzzz. so! me shall run down to tierney's to get baking ingredients and start messing up my kitchen. yay me!! *london tipton style* :D

*whines* i'm boredddd.. i tell you. and i dont wanna bother reading stuff from the net alr. its getting really sickening. ugh.

shucks. YYY one for fri and one for sat. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee... one more life left.
eh? doesnt everyone have one life only?
how am i going to live past this week then!
uh-oh.

ITS A SMALL. SMALL. WORLD.

omgggggggggggggggg........................

sometimes You dont seem to care,

sometimes i just dont feel You're there /

i.
dont.
care.
ok?

stop bugging me, stop telling me. i know. i know. its everywhere la, bodohh.
and you really dont have to annonce it to the whole world, or start counting down.
zzz.

i'll say it first now:
i wont go for the next family gathering.
dont bother finding where tiff's house is. i wont tell you.


crap. should've gone to learn driving.
then after that i can go crash my car.

byebye.

after two months of complaining about work, i actually miss it!
hahaha.
now im bored again.
and cant thon the night anymore.


you know you have worked at *(so i wont breach some secrecy act thingo) when you:

• show hands when leaving any table outside of work.
• cant sing the man u song without censoring the first 2 words. (glory)
• have bad eyebags from night shifts
• cringe at the mention of macs $2 breakfast
• know singpost inside out
• have seen/touched the golden note(whoo!)
• look at $10polymer with disgust
• hate people living in the north coz they dont withdraw enough money.
• know what the north pole feels like.

yeah, but it was fun anw.

okieokie. im going to watch tv. my bodyclock is screwed up.

rollercoaster ride it was, baby.