OMG. i fudging hate you!!!!!!!!!!

lol this looks like at 13/14year old's blog. HINT HINT(:

but what the heck. i do hate you. to your old bones. and your head of white.

some people are so fudging irritating and has period everyday.
damn you.
you like to stay at home so much then stay at home by yourself. dont make the world stay at home with you.
scared you drop dead nobody to save you? fall down the stairs with nobody to hear your screams? ghosts? the dogs get crazy and chew your meat off? fire?
im seriously done with tolerating you man.
and why the fudge am i even writing this? you are too old to know how to use the damn computer properly.
FUDGE YOU. old crap. i have no respect for you.
if anything happens to us. its all your fault and hope it makes you damn happy to see everybody around you sad.
retard.

There's something in your eyes that's far too revealing
Why must it be like this a love without feelin'
Something wrong with you I know
I see it in your eyes
Believe me when I say
It's gonna be okay

I told you from the start I won't be demanding
I won't be demanding
If you have a change of heart I'll be understanding
I'll be understanding
When love becomes a broken heart and dreams begin to die
Believe me when I say
We'll work it out some way

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

We've lost that loving touch we used to feel so much
I try to hide the truth that's in my eyes
The love without feeling
But when I feel we're not in love, I know I'm losing you
Believe me when I say
We'll work it out some way

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

Don't say goodbye

If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try


YAWN.. what a boring song. -.-

just waiting to see what happens. but so far, everything seems quite alright tho it kinda felt screwed up last week. taking things step by step and letting Him lead. tho im not sure if He is. shrugs. this is where the non-christians go .. LOLLLLL. -.- rolls eyes dotdotdot.


"Friends are like grains of sand. Hold them too tight and you'll lose them; Hold them too loose you'll lose them." - random blog
we all have something to learn from this.
seems like some friends only say yeah they'll update but never and not wanting to be too buggy, im here waiting and waiting to see when their exams end so we can go out. and tho the friend is like.. i cant wait to go out with you too! that friend never informed me when the exams ended tho i know most exams would have ended by now. giving that friend the benefit of the doubt that maybe that friend's course is different or smth. and many times if i do not sms, that friend will never bother to sms. maybe coz that friend is too busy? once again.. giving that friend the benefit of the doubt.

so if that person knows who you are, if you are bothered enough to come here, dont be "scared that you are angry with me and i dont know how to start" coz im not. im just waiting. "you're too good a friend to lose." i hope you mean it.