too much excitement in 2 days man.
my poor heart not able to take it!
pe lesson. punishment. 7 MCs. prinipal farewell. p6 gradnite.
so many emotions. one after another. first was pissed. then confused. worried. unsure about pe situation, unsure about whether i should actually feel anything that she's leaving but i only talked to her on the phone once and on the first day of sch when she asked if i have anything to say to the sch. THATS ALL. im just randomly putting thoughts here so dont mind me. ahhh so many emotions. was kinda touched yet told myself not to be coz it 'doesnt concern you' that was for p6 gradnite. coz i rmbed sms.

student: YAY wh leaving tmr! so happy.
me: why are you so happy? wont you miss her???
student: NOPE!

after few days..
student: miss tan... i miss wh.. )): i didnt know i'd feel like this..

and i dont know how many other teachers know abt it. the kids complained to their form teacher(BRATS) and i bet their form teacher told c and gb and her clique. but i know what i was doing and why i did it. so i know i am able to explain myself IF anything actually happens.

i'll talk to c tmr.
wonder if what i did was right. i thought it was but maybe they wouldnt think so.
the whole time after that incident i feel i havent exactly been myself. watching my back, trying to see 'who knows' etc.

thank goodness tmr's last day of sch. not for teachers tho..):

finally after like 8 years of waiting, i got my very own camera ytd. BUT! its too late!! if you have noticed, my camwhoring days quite over i guess.
during my camwhore phase, it was resorting to lousy cam phones to entertain ourselves during lects and tutorials. and we'd be fighting(kinda) over a proper cam if somebody brought it to school.
now its like i cant even be bothered to take pics when im out with friends.
but when i see other groups of friends taking so many pics together,i think they're really lucky to be with that group of friends so willing to take pics. and why? well simply coz many ppl ard me refuse to take pics and think its troublesome. so i didnt want to irritate them and now we only have 1 or 2 pics for memory. lalala.
camwhore killers. -.-
wtv.

so why did i buy a cam for. I DUNNO? fulfil my wish of 8years?
what a joke man.
its not too pro a cam so not say very ex. quite disappointed with the limitations. tho i kinda like the beauty shot hahaha. but yeah can take can alr right? not as if im gonna be using it often.

SO! want buy? Red Samsung ST50. 8GB mem card and extra batt. warranty included. (not like that idiot cheaterbug.) tag my board.

tiff gonna laugh at me man. haha.


well cam aside.
i had SIX periods of pe lessons today.
so not funny esp when i lost my voice. whooo(high pitched la).
it was a ploy!! a ploy that was supp to work! when there's no form teacher meeting thing and when there's no talent identification prog makeup test!!
holyyyymama. totally bakfired. instead of having no pe i had 6. HA HA HA.
and had classes and relief. so ended up stepping into staffroom for the second time at 12(1st to put bag down and head to assembly) and off again at 1230. so 30min break the whole day in sch. awesome right. haha.

at least there's no tuition tmr. resstttttt. yay! (high pitched again)

made my very first ketupat ( i dunno how to spell it) today.
so bored in staffroom, decided to learn from elsa.
slight fever but played netball with pe class.

sakura on 2710, nihon on 0211. suki group earning alot from me. eating too much man. then tmr meeting jina. gonna eat again. oh my.

whooo passed PPT!!!!!!!!!

cant wait for beach thursday. praying it wont rain. and will be hot sun. haha.

thats abt it. nth much going on here as you can see.