wasting time

110507 Fri
hey ppl. im wasting time here.
im not coming back. ):

I am in the computer lab now
I miss you!
YAY
YAY

posted by clarissa <- BEN YEO DID THIS. <---- Clarissa did this <- and BEN YEO does it again.

dots.... kay he's gone now. hahahah! toot lah he.
well anw, our pw teacher didn't come today so we're like in the com lab now. yeah. WASTING TIME.
havent been studying properly these few days. hahah. nothing gets in!!
lately, i've been spending less time with a special friend and spending more time with my friend(s). ive been neglecting my everyday convos with Him, pushing Him to the last, thinking it can wait till the end of the day. sadly, before I can even talk to Him, i wake up realising its already the next morning and that ive been through a whole day without Him even appearing once in thoughts.
Sometimes I feel lost and I dont know why. I've been feeling empty inside since the day after cross nats. I guess I was subconciously angry with Him. I've tried filling this hole by listening to songs, spending more time with a friend(: , studying, running, cycling.. but nothing worked. It was only after i read maria's blog that i realised i have definitely not been spending enough time with Him and was not letting Him take first place in my life.
My mind's still a tangled-up mess and I dont know what im going to do now, what im supposed to do and how im going to solve this problem. I need You. Im so sorry for neglecting You and not placing You first in my life. I need You in my life. I cant live without You. Please help me, Daddy. Please.




I need You and you.
I love You and you.