waiting. can i do it?

is it possible?
is it that strong enough to be able to wait?
she reaally wants to.
is she strong enough to carry on like this?
she doesnt know what will happen in the future.
she's right.
it wasn't a promise.
but she still wants to wait.
for how long? she doesnt know.
she trusts him.
but it wasnt a promise.
so she's left dangling.
not knowing what to do.
but now she has "signed" a contract with her.
and is crossing her fingers.
hoping that she wont kill her in the future.
and that she wouldnt have to spend $9.50 on her movie.
hoping this works.
but still, it wasnt a promise between him and her.
she'll try anyways.
yes she will.


going camp in like 6 hours. hahaha. nites ppl.
and BENYEO, STOP LAUGHING. later i change my password then you know ah. hmph.
hahaha!
and special thanks to my dear friend. thanks for always being there and helping me. i know i can tell you anything and trust that you'll keep it a secret. im really touched. going to cry already lah. haha. THANKS. :D

ps. that jacket will keep me warm. (: (coz its BIG.)