feeling so... so.. i just dont know how to put it into words. its like.. sometimes i just want to scream out, "its not fair!" like a spoiled brat. life aint fair, i tell you. its not. why are some people just so lucky? why do they get what they want? ok forget it. im not here for this. im here for one thing. ok. maybe two things. i shouldnt let useless things distract me, right? ARGH! but they are constantly being thrown at me!! darn. im like soo arguing with myself. hahaha. STOP.
wonder if anyone else is feeling the same way i do right now.. sigh. OKOKOK! ENOUGH. fine.
the REAL clar: i need help. i'm seriously talking to myself. send me to IMH for checkup or something please. im just typing out everything thats going on in my head right now. O.o
on a lighter note, today was quite fun! school ended early! 1230! yay! went to maria's house to
AHH!! wait wait. PRISON BREAK NOW!
060407 Fri
prison break was good mann! hahah! they're so smart! anws! trng ytd was easy. haha. mrq was funny! i was wearing red shorts to run, and when audrey and i passed him,
mrq: wah! why your backside so red?!
drey: HUH?! what backside?! my backside?!
clar: -looks down at shorts. OH! its me lah! he's talking about me! argh! -turns back and grins widely at mrq.
couldnt stop laughing after that. hahahahah! btw, red is nice okay.
after trng went j8 with drey. bought bubble tea and slacked around at macs. went to buy green and white rubberbands for the '4 of us'! the black colour is supposed to come from our hair. so its like green, black and white. er.. lol?
TODAY! GOOD FRIDAY! went to church. service was good. after church, went out with cousins and our childhood best friend, nelson!(: quite fun! went arcade! and yongsheng treated all of us to rotiprata outside the church! thanks cuz! :D rushed home to meet drey at mrt, coz we invited by her friend to his church's Good Friday service. it was sooo crowded even though it was at expo. i thought it was big?! we had to sit in the overflow room! quite ok lah. after that went to their carnival. Thank God her friend bought tickets for us. and gave us FREE! so we had like $17 to eat. but it was shared between tiff, drey and i plus the food was ex.
actually, i just reached home. hahaha. oh and we were laughing like crazy in the mrt on the way back. it was crazy!! ok. trng tmr. going to sleep now. nites!
OH YES! Not before wishing PATCHIA, my favourite ex training buddy, a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
to patchia(if she comes here): I miss training with you. all the crazy times we had together eg. visiting alisa during cycling ''trainings'', going to your house to SWIM, play ddr and er..study? hahahah! i think we really bonded while we were in China. and the best. MACAU. hahha!! AUTOMATIC DOOR! bujiaolian fish! bujiaolian statue!! omg. im starting to recall all the happy
times we had. GARFIELD CHIA and ODDIE TAN :D
and elaine's funny sentence about us in macau " they go into a shop, laugh for 5mins and then come out!" -gives that 'huh' face. HAHAHAHAH! love ya! keep up the superb training man and keep improving! (:
cant stop thinking of you;
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