Thursday, April 26

TRYING to LOOK alright

yeah. i tried! came to school smiling as usual. did some work. thanks norman! hahahaha! eehh.. actually.. i still dont understand. hahah! will ask him again tmr. nvm. haha!
civics breakfast. i was ok. quite alright. only until mrw told us to do something. I couldnt do it! As much as i wanted to, i couldnt bring myself to pick up the pen and just write. when it was my turn, the thing i loved so much ( i've never loved doing something as much as i did until this year) and how it is all gone now, just came back to me. i realised its all gone. gone. just like that. whats there to write? i dont know what happened to the paper now. its probably still empty. or maybe someone helped me to write? -shrugs. dont know, dont wanna know, dont care. lol.
was still crying when i realised my pw group were discussing pw and didnt call me coz they didnt want to disturb me. so i just went over sobbing. they cheered me up immediately. so nice right. hahaha.
sw was damn nice too! (: thanks for the jacket! LT is damn cold! ugh. make me so sleepyy. hahahaha.
after class went RI canteen. then did pw until bout 4 plus. wanted to go bandj's with tiff and drey, as we agreed. but tiff had pw too, so just studied in the canteen with drey, wl, nic and ben (left earlier). wanted to go there just to look at them. i will sooo miss all of them lah. only can watch, cannot join. sad sia. ):
the busride back with ( )was super super funny! ( ) said something damn funny. omg. i bet if i look at # tmr, i will not stop laughing. ( ), you know who you are! hahahah! as promised, i shant quote ( ). later tmr ( ) kill me. hahahah! omg omg! HAHAHAHAHA!!



i just wanted to look for you;
missed ya

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