POOF. gone. whee.

THATS IT. hahahahah! GONE! oh no. better watch what i blog. many eyes. ooooohhh....
nvm. maybe thats what God wants for me. I know He only wants the best for me. and maybe.. this is the best.
A verse came into my head as i thought about it and alllllll the things that will soon change.
" And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
and i felt that God was telling me that He has everything planned out and that he will not let me go through something i am not able to bear with. So yeah. i'll just take it as it comes. i'll just need to think what im supposed to do now. the embarrasment sucks though. I know that God will pull me through this and that He will always be by my side no matter what. I wont let this affect my studies. I will survive! hahahahah!
"The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him." Nahum 1:7
Yes. A refuge in times of trouble. I know I can turn to Him whenever I need help. Thank you, Lord, for always being there for me. Even when I strayed from You, You never left me, instead you kept trying to bring me back to your path. Thank you for guiding me all the way. I will put my trust in you and just have faith in whatever you are doing. Please give me the strength to face my problems. Thank you also for giving me friends that care. I love you, Father. In your name I pray, Amen.

Needed to forget bout everything that happened, so took cab down with tiff and drey to ''the cage'' to play soccer with some of the x- guys. just needed to kick something. hahaha. and also wanted to spend more time with the x- ppl. was treasuring every moment with them. that little time spent with them meant alot to me.

Thanks for the hugs! really appreciate them! (:
Thanks for trying to cheer me up and not make it seem as bad as it looks! (:
and thanks for letting me see the brighter side of things! (:
Love you all!

ps. these are to different ppl.

eh oh yeah. dont worry ppl, i wont kill myself or anything. its just a small matter. i can handle it.
"The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped." Psalm 28:7
I will not falter coz the Lord is my strength. cry, yes. give up, absolutely NOT. oh yeah. (:

this song is in my head now.

Faithful one, so unchanging
Ageless one, You’re my rock of peace
Lord of all I depend on You
I call out to You, again and again
I call out to You, again and again
You are my rock in times of trouble
You lift me up when I fall down
All through the storm
Your love is, the anchor
My hope is in You alone



thanks for trying so hard;
appreciate it!