dont know if its a good or bad thing but sometimes, i feel im like my dad.
saw him exceptionally clearly in me ytd.

big decision needs to be made, quickly considers pros and cons, makes the decision never to look back, faces whatever consequence that may come from that decision, good or bad.
somehow i feel its pretty much like him.
ok i agree it could be a bad thing in making decisions so quickly coz there might be the possibility that not all options were thoroughly considered, but when i made the final call ytd, i felt totally at peace and relieved. it was a peace that i couldnt explain and i thank God for giving me the courage to finally take my stand.
and i actually feel proud of myself tbh haha. well, coz.. im willing to face the consequences.
worse case scenario, expelled. pay back 1 year sch fees and salary. but.. what is the probability of that happening man.

oh that reminds me. i havent told my parents.
but i know they wont scold me or anything coz i DO know exactly what im doing. and even if they do, its MY school life and i DO know how to go about doing things that will help me.
resorting to this isnt smth to be proud of but im fine with it so long as i get what i set out to achieve at the end of 4 years.

i hope to look back after i graduate and say with smile, these were the 2 jokers that stuck by me, tested the school system and got out of it scratch-free. really glad to have them in my life, making school life so much less mundane and i believe what we are gonna do will the first and last time we get to do it till forever.

now.
one last important question for clarissa.
which clinic will you be going to?

A for number theory.
gpa? not 5.00.