sometimes.

yes i really do.
really really do.
wish you'd just disappear.
that would be WHOOOO!
bear with you long enough. +
its too much.
birthday presents do not. i repeat. DO NOT disappear beneath piles and piles of accumulated, rotting rubbish from the houses of this block.
they DO NOT.
my handphone er. phonebook DOES NOT get hidden somewhere in the house.
my files and notes DO NOT get thrown all over the floor.
and i SHOULDNT be staying up until 2 just to pack them all back again.
my clothes DO NOT get thrown into a huge plactic bag...sigh.

well anw!

011007 mon

finally got some exercise when i WALKED to school somewhere near macritchie with tiff! from my house! hahaha.
so fun! stupid 'horny' taxi driver. -sticks out tongue. hmph.
played badminton with class at bishan sports complex.
not long though. went gym with drey. treadmill. hahaha. superrrr boring.
at different corners! ee not fun. haha. but we were both watching the same thing going on outside -2 chameleons chasing each other. hhaha.
jumped the tramp for like 10secs. coz not allowed to.
quickly did my "routine" hahhaha.
went out with drey and tiff.
gave tiff her belated birthday present.
neoprints! :D
our last neoprint was taken together too! last year! 281206! (((:
watched ratatouille! NICE NICE! hahaha.
had fun yesterday.
the last time the 3 of us went out together was when? was it the ben and jerry's thing?
hahaha. love you 2 loads! :D

021007 tue
pool at paradiz.
with simran, cq, shai and nic.
so fun! first shot was super lucky. HAHAHA.
after that shot, became their "lucky charm".
um. not so lucky though. haha.
anw. heard some guys shouting stuff from the other table.
ok whatever.
watched nanny diaries. haha
nice!! quite funny.
and so stupid can!
i thought cq was sitting beside me for like 5mins, until i heard shai's voice beside me!
AHHAAHA.
simran and i couldnt stop luaghing. at the umbrella.
i was like whispering," mary poppins! mary poppins! THERE I TOLD YOU!! mary poppins!!!"
simran was like,"under my umbrella ella ella."
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
and shai was like messing up my hair. hmph. stupid shai. pppffffftttt. hahaha.
anw!
FINALLLYYYY!
went for swimming. in that eeky, algae-filled pool. bleah.
easy swim.
was thinking bout___ the whole time. shucks.
btw. ____ is a THING. a THING. as in. IT.
dont want to put it here. for some reason. dont ask.


i think ive lost it.
no. i cant!!
its so expensive!
i keep trying to look for it.
i just cant find it.
something replaced it.
but i dont ever want to lose this.
i cant. i cant.

i dont know where.
i am.
used to be there. and there.
now,
its not even there, or there.
just wanna hide away.
and cry.
sorry for. flaring up everytime you mention anything related to it.
everything.