Monday, October 1

so real. so real.

its over. and im lost. whee.
ok sort of.
not LOST. just.. i dont know? lost?
empty.
blank.
ah whatever.
i dont know what im saying.
oh wait. actually.. i do.
but wth.
right?

i dont know i dont know i really dont know.
that dream.
ahhhhhh.
seemed so real. felt so real
woke up and realised it would never happen.
sometimes i wish that it was real.
then again, something tells me its better off just being a dream.
ahhh i dont know!
frigggg.
oh wells. God, You decide.

Talking bout letting God decide.
haha. Commited promos to Him.
whatever the result, i know He has His plans.
so! as i was smsing wq, i decided...
if i pass, i praise Him. if i fail, i praise Him.
which sorta = promote, praise Him. retain, praise Him.
haha.

shopping with drey yesterday. stayed her house the day before.
OH FRIG.
eeeeee. unluckyunlucky. eeeeeeeeee.
she was right man.
the more we tried to _____, the more we _____, and in the end _______ ftf. like WTH?!
dont tell me it was meant to be, yo.
PLUS! the places we went were super random!! GAHH!!
ok wtv wtv! haha
tried on some clothes.
she tried white and i tried black.
was super nice! took a pic!
went for late night movie with dad and bro.
the great escape. from RRAAWWWRRRR.
but still, found stuffs. MY stuffs. outside the door. gfjdgfjgfggfyugyrgtjebgigjxdbqihxdh.
if only i could run away and never come back yeah? haha.

too bad, clarissa. you have no money = no food, no clothes, no almost everything lah.
so therefore, my friend, you have to bear with it.
sorry. cant help you.



bet you dont know;
i really miss you

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