eight

the day i finished my very last exam in my entire school life
the day he had his last pe observation for his practicum
the day we watched ironman 3 at jcube imax
the day we managed to catch an ice hockey match while having dinner

the day we celebrated our 8 months together.

the past 6 weeks have been so crazy for us. (crazier for him i believe)
for me, with assignments due, tuition, travelling and exam. for him, school, with lesson plans and marking to do every single day, 6 observations.
there was so little time to text, and meeting became a bonus when we could just barely squeeze out that little time we had to meet. even so, while eating dinner, he marked while i worked on assignment.
it was difficult for us, because it was during times like these that we need each other's support and but we couldnt give it when each of us are so busy fretting over the upcoming mountain of work. i was helping him to mark despite worrying over number theory. he was helping me with my assignment despit having lesson plans to churn and sleep to catch. it was difficult to hold meaningful conversations because it was time-consuming and not work-related. we got irratible and less patient with each other.
honestly, i was very sad and felt very neglected, with no one to turn to because i didnt want to burden him with my troubles when he had enough of his own.
i've so much to discuss with you. i dont know where to start.
for one, i know exams aren't the most important thing to you, but when i am the one taking the exam, i was hoping for a little more support before my exam. something along the lines of  'you'll do just fine' or 'study hard', 'jiayou jiayou' , 'don't worry, love you no matter what' and asking me how my exam went and being excited with me that my exam has finally ended.. i just needed some encouragement before the paper but it's ok. it's over now.
and i hope we will go back to normal soon........ 11 more days. now that i've ended school, i will give you all the support i can.
loves.