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we are so sleep-deprived.
and im deciding if i should give details of the past 3 days. a summary would be: it was crazy and so tiring.
ok, i dont really want to forget stuff, both good and bad, so i think i'll just write a quick one.

OUR NOT-SO-LITTLE ROAD TRIP TO KENYIR LAKE

day1  fri
headed to babe's house to load the stuff into the car after rushing to collect my newly-made passport(yay no more mushroom head picture). we left from there to the bike shop to fix his bike. afterwhich, our crazy journey to lake kenyir (600km away) began.
it was a pretty smooth ride from singapore to our stop-over point at kuantan, except for the fact that i, the biggest dumbdumb in the world, found out that i booked the hotel for a wrong date. nevermind that, apart from having to pay the cancellation fees, we could easily get another hotel around the area. i felt so very retarded and pissed at my stupidity i could just fling myself out of the car and hide in the mud by the side of the road. still feeling stupid now. rawr.
we stopped by for dinner at mersing, when i went to top up my malaysian prepaid card. great right! how very wrong i was. there was no service the entire time and i think it's because my card has expired or deactivated coz i never topped it up within 3 months or something like that. so i gave up trying and wanted to buy a new sim card instead. but first, i had to take out my sim card that was already inside. problem 2? the hole to poke the pin in for the sim card didnt work. sigh. so i wasnt contactable the entire trip.
finally reached the hotel at 12plus in the morning. problem 3? they didnt have a smaller room so they gave us a superior. and what beds? twin-sharing. the only consolation was that we are midgets (: and we had quite a hearty brekkie waiting for us in the morning.

day 2 sat
happily headed out after a not-too-shabby brekkie at the hotel.
stopped by someplace for lunch. the entire drive to lunch i was helping babe with his work. (:
got led into some off-road track and car got stuck. he got so angry ): and i still dont like the way he dealt with the situation and i think we both got much to learn that there are some things we do which do not alleviate the problem, and those things, we should avoid doing. eg. punch a car, blame each other.
anw, 4 guys helped us. thank God that they were good guys and sincerely helped. i wasnt scared scared when he left me alone with another guy coz.. i just wasnt. i was just sad that he actually sort of forgot that i was there and happily hopped onto the bike. i mean, what if he took you to some place and the other guy did some stuff to me?? did you care? it was only after i gave you the stunned looked that you realised i was there. -.- come on, man...
was mentally and physically drained after the incident though i didnt do any pushing. i was sinply crying not out of fear, but because i felt deserted, forgotten and blamed. but thank you, for calming down and talking to me nicely after that.
reached the hotel at kenyir lake safe and sound. phew. what a morning. collected our racepacks and went back to the room to rest and do work again. found stuff which wasnt meant for my eyes and then WWE preview. sigh. disappointing ttm.

to sluts "working", go back to your damn low-moral country and to your families and stop ruining other people's relationships just because you need the money. if you need the money, go do some honest work. work that do not involve breaking up people's families. as much as others try to defend you (coz they prolly enjoy you-yes sounds like you're a "thing" doesnt it? coz you ARE. shameless, low-down and downright despicable) and say that you have been tricked into working this way, or you have no other choice etc, i honestly, would rather sweep the roads than randomly kiss disgusting old men, and letting them fuck and chuck. dont give the excuse that you have no other work to do, you are all just plain losers who are as loose and your vaginas. you are someone's daughter, which is why you should respect your parents more than making yourself so cheap, when they have spent so much time and money trying to bring you up. economically speaking, you're cheap, that's why you are here. you prolly wont even read this, and even if you do, you prolly wouldnt understand coz it isnt written in thai. get out of here, sluts. we dont need you. we just prolly need your vaginas which can easily be found in geylang. so gtfo and stop fucking around with our singaporean families. you do NOT kiss a guy whom you do not even like. disgusting.

ok done ranting about them sluts. moving on to what's cleaner and honest. went for carbo-loading dinner then race briefing. race briefing was quite the shocker as i wasnt mentally prepared. i actually forgot it was a difficult triathlon until the briefing itself. oh no.. i never trained again): so.. i decided to race for fun. again.

day 3
race morning. the usual.. brekkie, then headed out. swim was alright. no waves. but was just tired from all that travelling and events (unfortunate) along the way, and the lack of training was not helping either.. ran up the damn 450m slope to transition area. went on the bike leg with babe. speedo not working. stopped at 5km to fix. felt damn slow. at 15km, found out that my brakes were rubbing against my tyres. fml. pushed bike up the hill for the first time ever.. zzz run was torturous. just glad to finish the race and head back to sg. thank God the drive back was fast and smooth.

dont talk to me about anth thai anymore. it just makes my blood boil. i used to love thai food. now, i dont even want to step in. what about the country? cheap clothes everywhere. as cheap as those girls who come here. 

peace out. _|_