sometimes i feel im too sharp(as b puts it) for my own good.
ok i guess its fine being sharp in observing, but maybe i should learn to act blur and keep my mouth shut. hahah.
even to friends whom i can trust.
guess its time for me to learn not to trust everybody that easily.
its just me to observe smth interesting and tell it to the ppl i trust. but now its different, coz the person i trust is the person whom i observed and noticed smth interesting about heh.
yeah. damn. should have just shut up and acted blur.
aiyah. clar ah clar. please hurry up and learn how to shut up and act blur. and then you'll be just fine. sometimes ppl just cant handle the truth. or they dont actually want ppl to see it and when ppl do, they get upset. shrugs. well. there you go, the ppl i trust are of this sort. disappointing.

anw,
today was a battlestar galactica for me!
too much for my weak heart to handle man.
(HAHAHA RANDOM BUT I CAN HEAR YINGEN AND FA TALKING AND LAUGHING FROM THE ROOM ACROSS MINE HAHHA. its been awhile since i held a conversation from the window!)
ok cont,
as i was saying, many interesting things happened today starting as early as a phonecall at 7.25am. that was the biggest heartattack )):
and then throughout the day. smses which freaked me out. happiness when i thought everything's gonna be alright, sadness and pain when i realised that it was actually quite bad, excitement when i knew how cool they were abt stuff and he didnt had to lie anymore, pissed at the abovementioned issue when i tried to be honest, angsty at how i couldnt do my work, thoughts of retaking the mod. which is up till now actually. so ya thats abt it. its almost the end of 0103. wonder if there will be another exciting twist to be added on to my sufficiently interesting day.
phew.

gotta wake a pig up at 12.

test tmr. havent done any tutorials for the chapters tested. dont understand anything.

WTH. i wrote smth RIGHT HERE. but it got deleted by blogger coz there was html error. like how i cant do a heart shape coz of the "<" sign?
anw.. im too lazy to type out what i wrote again, so i'll summarise.
arms aching badly. from injection and training and comps. contemplating if i should go for TT tmr coz i dont HAVE to. they dont even have enough girls so we'll all be selected for the team. come on. -.- go and kill myself for what. guess im lucky that way. the guys are all working their asses off, secret trngs all just to get the chance to represent sch. well.. its good to be a girl hahaha :D

okays back to work. will stay up till 130am.