been too lazy to blog ever since the kelong trip.
i must say it was kinda exciting. haha. hey! i pee-ed straight into the sea man! and can see the fishes swimming where i pee-ed. HAHA. nice.
and fishing was um.. irritating. the flies were friggin flying all around me. bleah. so i had to move to fish near the pee-ing place. haha. the fish got so much to eat alr where will come bite the sotong. all the shit.
ok. overall the trip was fun. but a little stressful as well. you know... striking a balance is never easy. so yeah.
baking at tiff's house felt less stressful that day.

cookies were yummy.

ok. sorry. just received a bad news from tiff. not directly related to me. but its just kinda difficult to believe it. why. there are others out there who have had dreams yet to come true and will never be fulfilled. those who just want to live awhile longer to speak their last words to their loved ones but will never get the chance to. yet there are others who just think that life is too difficult to live... its just not fair. but i guess its a little too late to talk sense into you. sorry.

so much emo.
its just not fair.... *cries* it isnt. it isnt. ugh.

what is going on?!!!!!!!

going for some stupid interview tmr. and im just gonna leave my options open. so yeah. i'll turn up even if i dont want to.

me: so what can i do about tmr?
fatpooh: i dunno! you have to come tmr. that day you never come alr * not happy.you dont come somemore then (smthsmth i forgot)
me: but it was last minute. i only knew about it yesterday. how am i supposed to know that last week?
fatpooh: i dont care leh. then next time you dont talk much lah. dont even put schedule.
me: HA. dont put schedule? then let you scold me?
fatpooh: its your problem. its alr your last chance.
me: er. no? * says its first warning.
fatpooh: first warning is last chance lor.
me: HUH? that totally doesnt make sense. but whatever. i cant be bothered enough to argue with you. *walks out of the door*

SHE IS SO RIDICULOUS. i mean. its an interview leh. concerning my future. of coz it doesnt matter to you. so what if i pon it and work. like you'd care. i think you are just so... indifferent about everything. even customer's welfare. and you are the WHAT again? can i hear it loud and clear? you are a WHAT? no apologies man. i cant respect you. you dont even bloody respect your colleagues.

me: the customer says its too cold. can i increase the temp?
fatpooh: then ask the customer sit outside lah! cannot change temp one. its like that means like that. too bad lor.

me:(tries to point the aircon up)
fatpooh: cannot lah! later the aircon spoil. just let the customers (smth abt mind your own business and let the customers suffer. they want to eat here mah anw)

stun-ded.

anw. i ate dinner alone today haha. little buffet. planning my super packed schedule and reading book. not bad actually. for $6.30 im happy haha.

and i thought she looked veryvery familiar. who is that girl? it feels like i used to know her very well. it seems i was once her closest friend in class. i think we've baked together, laughed together, hugged, comforted each other, ate ice cream at island creamery together, studied together, celebrated birthdays together and so many other stuff in that 8months or so that will just be memories now. i saw her disappear into the shopping centre and continued staring on as memories filled my mind. i sighed as i looked away and know that all these will never be again.

but.
thats just life, isnt it.
ppl come in, make a difference be it in a good or bad way and go...

i really treasure the bananas. dont wanna make the same mistake i did of drifting away.

emo la, clar.