wahhh... super pek chek now...
COZ! in the end, wq and i didnt go for fop. and why?? he fell sick. coughing like mad. so ok fine. sunday then. THEN! we were like smsing when i called tiff who told me that the queue the previous day was super long and she had to sit quite far back. and that's even when she started queing at 5.15 okayy. the thing starts at 7.30!! so i told him that and that its fine with me whether or not he wants to go. so in the end we decided not to go.
THEN THEN! the worse thing ever!! when we came online, our msn nicks were saying the same thing. only that mine was thrice of his. "i want to go" HAHAHAHAH! omg. then we realised that we SUPER SUPER wanted to go canns! we were both like AHHHHHHHH!! I WANTED TO GO!!!! BUT I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT WANT TO GO!!
like wth lahhh!!! its like once a year thing.... )): sad-ed... *screams!!!* DON MOEN AND DELIRIOUS!!!! ahhhhh!!!AHHHH!!! i want to see delirious perform!! sigh... ):

oh.. and in the last 2 days, 5 of my friends told me stuff. like alot of stuff. i know they're confused about what to do. and i hate seeing them so sad and depressed. but what can i do? i can only sit there and listen to them talk, occasionally patting them on the shoulders, and telling them to trust God and to just fix their eyes on Him.
BUT am i doing that? i dont think so! ever since that day, i guess i've been slowly drifting further and further from Him. i hardly read my bible nowadays and listen to all those worldly songs. its not that i dont know. i know! but i just didnt really care. it didnt seem to be such a big deal. i thought that as long as i prayed, everything will be just fine.
i was wrong... the whole time, i couldnt feel His presence with me. it didnt feel like last time. i still remember how i felt during o's. was studying the whole time, so didnt make enough time for Him. and it was like.. i was trying and trying but, without Him, i dont know, i just felt so empty.
it was until today. when i spoke with her that i realised.


i dont even know why im posting this. i really dont!!! -shrugs. oh wells. since ive type so much. i might as well. wanted to delete actually hahaha! shucks. we're talking until so late again! cannot like thatttt!!!! ahhhh!!!!