thanks for everything, Father

nothing seems very important to me now. All that matters is knowing that He will be with me through all of my trials. and that He placed me here for a reason. My friends and i were dicussing about so much stuff. but something she said really hit me. am i ready? once it happens, there's nothing anyone can do about it. will i see myself taken into the clouds above or will i watch hopelessly as everything starts blowing up. i've dreamt of this scene before. i sooo know i do not want to be there when it happens.
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as i stepped into the SV meeting today, i could feel God's presence so strongly. so strong i knew i had to quieten my heart and oh i dont know how to explain. His presence was just there. i really didnt want worship to end. it was just so nice. being able to feel Him there again. I just thank God for bringing me through all the way here and for giving me great friends. i really appreciate it, Daddy. i love You.

heh heh. finger itchy. just want to type. hee! XD
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went morning service. hmph. amos lee! you pang seh-ed me! and who was the one who say he wont pang seh me one! wl. make me go 8am service! hahaha. lazy bum lah you. ok nvm. next time then.
simran's house in the afternoon! (((:
played tennis at ssc or was it csc? argh. their names all so close!
anwanw! tennis rawkkkeddd!!! super fun! but how come tennis elective is quite boring?? must be the ppl. yay! love y'all loads! :D
simran and i played doubles against aug and benyeo. into the first 3 minutes of the game and aug lost one ball. i brought 4. 3 normal ones and one super precious one. was so scared he'd hit it out, i just let it roll somewhere and play with the other 2. hahaha.
last 5 mins we had comp. super funny. coz the guard was like chasing us out. begged for 5 more mins. booked 1 court, used 2 courts. sim and aug one court, yeo and i another court, winner competes for 1st and 2nd place. the 2 losers compete for 3rd, 4th place. ok so obvious right? sorry lah. hahaha. siao. lost to yeo 7-5. lost to aug 5-3. shucks. hahaha 4th. but super fun!! :D:D:D
ate at the club! was talking about so many funny stuff!
about *cough cough* not so bad actually.
yeo: iGallop! uPilot!
clar and yeo: ISQUEEZE!!
HAHHAHAHAA. super funny.
that day rawked. :D

tues, wed... nothing much... hmm..
ponned trng on wed. haha. coz super tired after DG.
and at least somebody said she missed talking to me. hahaha.
some ppl, every mon, wed, and fri see me in chinese class just pretend dont know me.
but nvm. you'll get the movie soon.

OH OH!!!!!!! tuesday.. went to RI gym hall with clara and sihan! wahhh finally. after soo many years. whooo! felt great mannnz! jumped the trampoline! yayyy! did 2 somersaults! wheeee!! i want go again soon!!

today!
chem mock spa. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
trng was gooooood!!!
WHOO!!
thanks wangjl! improved so much! :D
am happy! yayyy!!




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