lesson obs on thu.
and i just had to lose my thumbdrive today. sigggghhhhhhhh.
no backups.
but thank God, i printed a complete set. but some mistakes in there. so i just have to retype my whole lesson plan, create another ws and reanimate my ppt slides. i think im quite lucky alr. and i dont feel too worried though its this thu coz... i somehow know that everything will be fine. tho tmr i will be super busy.....
thank You for the assurance.
i know that its gonna be ok.

of all weeks.
obs just has to be on my busiest week.
with workshops and ftp, fte, driving and dental appt. argh.
this is crapppp ):
okok better stop wasting precious time. still have normal lessons to plan! aaaaaahhhhh.

doing work now so this is gonna be quick.
so awesome. went for a run/romantic walk with bie after his expt. and came to the conclusion that i cant run anymore. -.-
that was fun. dont know when we're gonna get the chance to do this again. (:

baked my most successfullest batch of creamcheese brownies ytd. now left last 1/2 a piece coz it was so rich decided to cut it into smaller pieces so i wont choke ppl. anw, yay.

ppt presentation. is friggin troublesome. but. i have to get back to it.

you can tell them im never going back to join them. thanks. you go ahead. go for whatever you want. i dont have much to look forward to in life anw.

whatever i say. is just er bian feng. wind beside ear. lol. you're not the only one who doesnt trust my opinion. not the only one who doesnt take whatever i say to heart. so dont worry. even ppl who are supposedly much closer to me have to ask for second opinion. its just me i guess. me and myself to blame.


you can say its not called 'looking down on' or 'laughing at us in your heart' you can say it all you want. it will just come out in the future. since you think they are doing almost everything right, and you think their method is better than ours. obviously. you lived with them since you were born. that's your upbringing. dont try to put it in my family. either live with it or not at all. simple right.

or you can just say it me. and that bitch. and hope for change.

maybe im just meant to die single and alone. maybe.

that song.
always reminds me of the times when i was so free... going out almost everyday.. so relaxed, carefree and just living day by day...
i dont know how to describe that song. its just so.. chill.. hahah. i can imagine an empty park with 2 ppl just sitting down together and there's no work today, no work tmr, no work forever.

sighhh.

finally met up with rachel for quick dinner! whooooo. awesome man. ahaha.
and why! coz thessa was too tired for tuition.
haha may not get so lucky for quite awhile...

eeeeks. school again tmr. the weekends are way too short man!
just looking forward to the weekends every week. hope that can get me through all these.

ok back to pe shit. yuck.

bleahhhh. so many pe today.
and stupid workshop.
highlight if the day:
tauhugoreng sauce spilt on gb clothes so she had to borrow clothes from sch.
and what other clothes than mcs pe attire! goodthing chrislin had top otherwise she would be wearing pe attire. so funny. from a super serious looking proper dressing teacher to become looking like a pe teacher except for pretty slippers. HAHA. awesome.

ARGH alot of things to do!!!!!!!!
sort out relay runners and give the runners their events.
plan trng for tmr.
irritating.

clar is confident.
that she wont be able to sleep tonight.
coz.
she finished her coffee at 8pm.
die.

me hates planning pe.
esp for p3. so BORING. and must make it exciting. lameee.

bumped into mrjteo ytd. aiyah. will bump into him alot. so no biggie.
mrjteo: so what are you doing now?
me: heh. teaching.
mrjteo: *SUPER shocked look* oh my... goodness. serious?! wowwwww....... thats... er..unexpected!
me: HAHA yeah i know right!
mrjteo: *random questions eg where etc*
until..
mrjteo: so! do your students listen to you?
me: yeahhh. and they'd better! hahah.
mrjteo: HAHA. more than you listened to me?
me: errr HEEHEE. oooppppsss :P
mrjteo: anw, totally didnt expect you to be teaching. but i guess its always the ppl you'd least expect that become teachers huh. my teachers didnt expect me to be a teacher too!

that was super funny. coz i was just telling bie abt how benyeo and i would be at the back of the class playing hp game. the olympics racing thingy. hahah. or sleeping away or eating. anything but listening HAHA. and then jteo came by. haha. niceee. miss sch... miss stonning away in class and just enjoying the aircon hehehe.

well anw just marked a whole stack of books. friggin heavy gonna lug it back to sch tmr grahhhh. and i should go sleep.. it was awesome catching up a little today.

busssyyyyy sux.
its monday again. so frigginnnn fast!!!
grrraaah.
im dragging and dragging coz i really wish..... oh wtv huh. so what if i wish smth. mon will still come. and pe will still come. haha though its getting better! it is! im just having more fun with the kids and heck caring her. HEE. its great man. but i still have to plannnn! haha duh. she wont let me off one man. i bet i'll take lesson again tmr. she's killing me!! but p3 are really awesome bunch. enthu(:

and kimberly was so sschwweeet. i scolded 3c really badly. and punished 8 of them. erra looked damn sad but after sch during remedial she was giving me super big smiles as usual and screaming MS TANN! ARE YOU TAKING US FOR REMEDIAL?!
but smth better happened. i really absolutely dont understand it. i just punished yujing awhile ago, yet she was so happy to see me. in fact. she talked more to me after i punished her than when i didnt. HUH? i dont get it. and kimberly was like... "ms tan, you know you are the nicest teacher ever?"
me: dont bluff. you just want me to let you off early today right.
kim: no!! really one!! you are sooo nicee!!
me: hurh? i just gave your class one big scolding and you say im nice?!
kim: ya! i know! but its for our own good! because today we naughty so you scold us is correct one. my mummy say that when teacher scold is because she care about the class. and somemore today we naughty so you scold us is correct one!

ok. that was shocking. hahahaha. what weird students!!!! O.o

now its back to planning pe. oh crap.
bye

todayyyy... was like.. horrible stuff man.
8 periods in a row. 1 relief, 4 pe, 2 ma.
pe with victor was fun. kena saboed by him AGAIN.
"ok i will be telling you how to run and ms tan here is going to demonstrate to you." and me thinksss... "idiot."
"now ms tan and i will show you how we run. LISTEN. see if you can hear elephant steps. we are going to race there and back." and me thinks.."whhhyywhhyyy...arghhh"
"look carefully ok, see if you can see our both legs lift off the ground when we run. thats what i mean by FLY. so now ms tan and i are not going to run there and back. we are going to run one whole round just for you so you girls can see what we mean by flying." and me opens mouth in shock. girls laugh. shit. haahha. -.-
"ok so after all this running, ms tan would like to tell you all more about your running style and whatever she has to say." and me now thinks.. (blank)
but me manages to crap," alright, i have to say this class is pretty good. the footsteps are getting lighter and i see you girls bending slightly forward. hmm.. just that maybe some of you are not swinging your arms properly........... so would mr yeo like to add anything?" HAHA.
that was fun AND tiring.
pe with 5f... another round. teaching running techniques.. making them do relay.. and finally racing round the track with me. super funny. got my eyes on the garnet girl muahaha. gonna make her run for sports day. ha.

5a was retarded. relief so had nth to do. the girls dared one another to do stuff. to me. but sweet stuff. like awwww... they were pushing vinny up to me and vinny was super shy. apparently they dared her to hug me. like wth so retarded! hahaha then angelina was like..*gigglegiggle* *whispers* ms tan...*giggle*you are the prettiest teacher ive ever seen.*giggle* and then gave me a hug. HAHAHA friggin funny. alot more but yeah that 30min was quite nice..

oh. and its really tiring.. in the sense that.. we have to put up a front once we step into sch. i can be dragging my feet and walking lazily and sleepily to sch but once i reach sch, i have to open my eyes, look cheerful and look all ready for lessons.. ugh. hhaha and that happened to be what elsa and i talked about also. cool.

stayed back in sch for fun. omg. coz elsa didnt have class till like 5.30? so i just accompanied her. got too tired so went back to watch movie. boring.. now waiting for bie to come over. got my p3 pe lesson kinda planned out. so im stoning.
ooooohhh. btt tmr. yikes. 6.45. zzzzzz

see...im really bored. typing all this crap.

its tiring. coz i know i cant fall sick.
and i think i am.. so gotta sleep now. sigh sch again tmr.
shitttttzzz