you can tell them im never going back to join them. thanks. you go ahead. go for whatever you want. i dont have much to look forward to in life anw.

whatever i say. is just er bian feng. wind beside ear. lol. you're not the only one who doesnt trust my opinion. not the only one who doesnt take whatever i say to heart. so dont worry. even ppl who are supposedly much closer to me have to ask for second opinion. its just me i guess. me and myself to blame.


you can say its not called 'looking down on' or 'laughing at us in your heart' you can say it all you want. it will just come out in the future. since you think they are doing almost everything right, and you think their method is better than ours. obviously. you lived with them since you were born. that's your upbringing. dont try to put it in my family. either live with it or not at all. simple right.

or you can just say it me. and that bitch. and hope for change.

maybe im just meant to die single and alone. maybe.