looking forward to tea!
but for now going to sembawang first.
ugh. long ride.



considering if i should close this blog down.
since im gonna start getting busy and all.
anw i dont think many ppl bother reading crap like this.
haha. but i do appreciate those who read and sms me.

ok off i go.

3/1 is just 3. what am i thinking. reciprocal? 1/3. nah.. doesnt work in this case.
one sided.
how could i ever think that maybe i had meant a little more to you.
not expecting anything much just updates once in awhile without me having to ask.
been letting you in on everything impt to me. but i dont seem to be recieving the same from you.
wedding gown huh.
ouch.
and no sms. nth. at all.
now that you're busier you can just throw me away (:
lets see now how much this friendship means to you. you always said it did. put it into action.

wanna die alr...
its tmr shitshit.
in like friggin 9hrs. omgomg help...
))):

blueblackgreen -> red.
gosh.
im freakin out.
how calm i appear to be at home. haha. they always thought i was this everyday-no-worries-just-whack person. dont want to change the way they think about me.
but. hell. am i scared. more scared than excited.
ahhhhhhhh..
totally freaked infront of auntie. must have thought im suchaloser. haha.

this isnt the same as everything ive been through. its like... big.
tv was super scary for me at first but i got used to it really quickly. fnb as well. money also. wallet also.they were all firsts. NONONONO this is just different!!!!!! i dont exactly know how to put it into words! and i really dont care coz i need to sleep.

gonna miss the ppl at TV. really cool/fun ppl (: totally enjoyed that one month.
i suddenly feel so free.
but gotta study. even then its not studying studying. just feels like you are studying for somebody else. supposed to be impt but there just isnt that chiong factor to it. hahah

eat sushi and study is good (:
6hrs ftw.
nice.
goodjob tiff.
no buffet-ing for a longlong time. we pwomise.

studied with da today. reminds me of alevels man.
pancakes! for dinner. fun flipping them. hahha. (:
just enjoying as much as i can now before hell starts.
im scared shitless.
honestly.

miss school.
miss wearing sch u.
miss folding skirt and trying to tuck in uniform properly.
miss wearing contacts everyday.
miss tying hair for sch.
miss waving at tiff in the canteen and calling her from across 3rd floor to 4th floor.
miss studying for smth.
miss classmates.

heh. who wanna go back to sch with me to crash some lects? (:

omigochie! i just deleted some of my songs from my phone. AHHH! crapzxzzzx

had awesome run this morning. ran very little but visited beatiful place (:
took weird pics with tiff haha. (mostly just her. HHAHAHA)

stone now.

phew. back from a very exciting lunch man.
played punk and decided to eat at sushi tei with jo and marianne.
funny stuff. rushed there and back. spent like 18 in total. wooaaah...
had my usual sscmk and a.mekass.(secret code in st HAHA, wanna guess what they are? HEE) rawkzxxzz.
now im stoning again...
and have to act busy typing typing. haha
sleepyyyy.

omg smth freaky just happened!
my com flooded with facebook! like PIAK ALL OVER THE SCREEN.
freak man.

daph(on the phone): ning gui xin?
caller: jfifjdiosg
jo: your name how expensive. 10dollars la.
daph to caller: oh... about $1000(in chinese)
jo: wah seh. 1000 leh.


aww jo so sweet. didnt have breakfast coz dad was idunnola so i didnt get my mr bean...
went to work hungry and grr..
was just sitting at my desk going to start work, and jo brought a plastic bowl and a fork together with her caidaokuey to my table and was like.. come we share halfhalf.
so touched hahah.

she was showing me her pics. overseas with her bf. so nice lah haha. argh now im damn bored again. have nth to do. whee.

i suddenly feel like going to ecp to walkwalk.

and somewhere.



just do what you want.
who am i to say anything.
it wouldnt matter, it wouldnt change how you'd do stuff so why bother asking for my opinion at all.

what's new.


its always my fault.
thanks for putting in so much effort.
pointing out that its all my fault (: