going out just for the heck of it.
and taking jotham along with me. muahahaha.

i havent read my tom clancy book for 3 days alr! ahhh. bleachbleachbleach. teehee.

OH PUH-LEEESSEEE. stop all the drama.
i know drama when i see it.
try getting grades like mine.
see if you still feel the same.
hahah. screw you.
SCREW YOU.

im not THAT weak.
or as weak as you think i am.

this is cute:

clar(: buffers :D says: hahaha. ok. promise ah. I can get in ah.
ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: haha, tt one i cant say right, bt if i had a uni, id let u in

now, this is seriously confusing :

r/s is not just abt loving the person, also abt tolerating him and loving him even when you dont feel like!


and then this is worse:

just treat him like u love him even when u feel like you dont lor.


HAHAHA. funny stuff. this is how the first statement is interpreted:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
she's saying that in a relationship, it's nt all lovey-dovey, you have to adjust even when u dont want to, u have to make comprimises to keep the relationship alive...


this is how the 2nd statement is interpreted:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
hmm, she's saying that u shld basically behave the same way no matter what, like even if u quarrel or if ure having a good time with each other, don't treat him any differently, he's still the same person

after awhile...

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says:
ok ok, um, actually, maybe she's jst saying that even if there are times when u dont feel like u love him, you shldnt behave any differently? aaahhh, im confused, ask her to paraphrase


something made me really happy! at least it didnt go unnoticed :D


kenlgw says : ohh.
kenlgw says : ya, i know u did.
kenlgw says : ur beautiful SLEEP! hahaz


random/retarded:

ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: no no, dont bang head, if not to more pretty head
clar(: buffers says: faceface!!!
ROBOTIC MUTANT PRIMITIVE SHINIGAMI GANGSTER: I want to live where soul meets body... says: face head same difference

helloooo fellow neglectee :D

Why can't you be there?

Why can't you even care?

Why can't life be fair?

Why am I never good enough?

even i'm getting irritating. i know.
so im just gonna shut up already and keep all the frustration inside.
you'll see me smile, but never know whats inside anymore.
if thats the way you like it.
if thats the way you want it.
yes, i'll do it.


final let-out of frustration:

we're

never

contented,

are

we?


anw, thanks shuks and drey for all your help. appreciate it. (:

On The Wings of a Prayer

Just close your eyes and open your heart
And feel your worries and cares depart.

Just yield yourself to the Father above,
And let Him hold you secure in His love.

For life on earth grows more involved,
With endless problems that can't be solved,

But God only ask us to do our best,
Then He will take over and finish the rest...

So when you are tired, discouraged and blue,
There is always one door that is open to you,

And that is the door to The House of Prayer,
And you'll find God waiting to meet you there.

And The House of Prayer is no further away
than the quiet spot where you kneel and pray.

For the heart is a temple when God is there
As we place ourselves in his loving care.

And He hears every prayer and answers each one
When we Pray in His name - Thy will be done.

The burdens that seemed too heavy to bear
Are lifted away on the wings of a prayer.

man, im bored with my blog.
maybe i should change my template again. heh.
its already been here for awhile. i think.

oh! ytd was just wonderful. spent the whole day reading tom clancy's 'Executive Orders' over at nus in an attempt to change my bodyclock back in time for sat's competition.
sheesh. seriously, i can be called nocturnal now. i couldnt fall asleep the night before so i just laid squashed in between josiah and jotham, and in the process getting smacked on the face a few many times by josiah . grr. bugger. woots! 30 hours without sleep!
anw! i only managed to finish reading 200 plus pages. thats like.. one-sixth of the whole book?! i wanna finish it soon! its really interesting mun.
da was like studying the whole time while i kept falling asleep and then waking up to continue reading. oh mannn. muggertoad pro pro.
im friggin sleepy now. zzzzz. so! me shall run down to tierney's to get baking ingredients and start messing up my kitchen. yay me!! *london tipton style* :D

*whines* i'm boredddd.. i tell you. and i dont wanna bother reading stuff from the net alr. its getting really sickening. ugh.

shucks. YYY one for fri and one for sat. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee... one more life left.
eh? doesnt everyone have one life only?
how am i going to live past this week then!
uh-oh.

ITS A SMALL. SMALL. WORLD.

omgggggggggggggggg........................

sometimes You dont seem to care,

sometimes i just dont feel You're there /

i.
dont.
care.
ok?

stop bugging me, stop telling me. i know. i know. its everywhere la, bodohh.
and you really dont have to annonce it to the whole world, or start counting down.
zzz.

i'll say it first now:
i wont go for the next family gathering.
dont bother finding where tiff's house is. i wont tell you.


crap. should've gone to learn driving.
then after that i can go crash my car.

byebye.

after two months of complaining about work, i actually miss it!
hahaha.
now im bored again.
and cant thon the night anymore.


you know you have worked at *(so i wont breach some secrecy act thingo) when you:

• show hands when leaving any table outside of work.
• cant sing the man u song without censoring the first 2 words. (glory)
• have bad eyebags from night shifts
• cringe at the mention of macs $2 breakfast
• know singpost inside out
• have seen/touched the golden note(whoo!)
• look at $10polymer with disgust
• hate people living in the north coz they dont withdraw enough money.
• know what the north pole feels like.

yeah, but it was fun anw.

okieokie. im going to watch tv. my bodyclock is screwed up.

rollercoaster ride it was, baby.

yeah you can use my 4 hours of work to clean your ass for all i care.
dont worry. im not even going to bother to give anymore.
so much for good intentions.
laugh all you want.


F off.


i have nothing.
you happy now?
you want me dead? you wish i never was born?
please. kill me.
or you just dont have the guts to do it.
i hate you. both of you.


what a contrast between my bro's blog and mine.
how is it that he is growing so strong and here i am drifting so far away?

and why is that he is able to shut up so he avoids getting shot by you while i cant.
he is so enjoying life right now with earphones plugged in every minute, avoiding the shit thats going on around him.

selective, aren't You?
thanks. thanks.

you ask me how's life.
for the first time, LIFE. SUCKS.