Why can't you be there?

Why can't you even care?

Why can't life be fair?

Why am I never good enough?

even i'm getting irritating. i know.
so im just gonna shut up already and keep all the frustration inside.
you'll see me smile, but never know whats inside anymore.
if thats the way you like it.
if thats the way you want it.
yes, i'll do it.


final let-out of frustration:

we're

never

contented,

are

we?


anw, thanks shuks and drey for all your help. appreciate it. (: