as i sit here, bored and alone, thinking of them, not a thought of what could, should or would have been crossed my wandering mind. just simple thoughts of what will never be.
if you come here, that was what i used to really hope for, and i still do, but how is it going to be possible at this stage? maybe things will change. i dont know, really.
i've always only wanted you, like ive told you excitedly a thousand times before, but would YOU let me be the one holding your wedding gown as you walk down the aisle, if things do change for the better?

anw, just got back from obs on fri, slightly burnt and aching, in addition(subtraction, actually) to 3 dropped toenails, 2 broken manicured nails and 1 lost earring.
the only activity in which i felt accomplished was the 4.5hr kayaking around pulau ubin in the sweltering heat. smth new for me there. didnt get to see dolphins and dugongs but it was nevertheless an experience to be treasured. had a 6km trek and a night under the stars, learnt to tell the north from the south using stars, burnt countless mosquito coils, cooked maggi mee in mess tins using solid fuel while the mosquitoes feasted, and caught the sunset.
other then that, it was basically a waste of time. i liked the theory lessons actually. hated the group discussions and solo reflection time wth they totally threw us alone in some corner for reflection like ALONEALONE zzz. we didnt get to do flying fox damn. never done flying fox in all the camps ive been to coz... im just unlucky and missed the oppotunity. bleah. oh wells...

had bub's car the whole of ytd which was awesome. felt like freedom. have it today as well but am too lazy to find parking again. that said, i better go check on the illegally parked car. haha. boo.
goodies its not clamped haha!

yay lion king later! (:
not looking forward to tmr's math class. zzz. tuition and meranti project also. ):
but sure am looking forward to boat license with daddy, clarence and bubs.omg gonna be so awesome! HEE!

alright! gonna watch movie and play psp while waiting for bubs to finish his meranti. zzz