feeling very unsettled. ):
like there's so much to do and think about but i dont know where to start.
tuition is killing. i only have that much time. and im alr squeezing every last bit of time i have left.
oh i just wish i could drive alr!! ugh. instead im rushing all over the place because of driving. sighhhhh.
but im glad. a girl in my class shared during ve that she hated herself. but after teaching and encouraging them. i asked the class what they have learnt. to that she went,"to love myself." and hugged herself. awww.
and another girl in the class hugged me after class! "thank you ms tan, byebye!" super sweeeet. couldnt hug her back coz was carrying books. haha.
sorta miss the p6s. hope they're doing well in sec sch man...
i thank God for letting me have camellia as my co-teacher. and though being a ft would have been cool.. i mean.. gaining more exp and stuff, but i guess its fine... im more free and dont have to settle so much admin stuff.
i think elsa saw it in my face. or maybe sensed it from my tone. but that was real cool. i thought she didnt but the whole time she was actually thinking why i wasnt ft. and she guesses that maybe coz im teaching some pe programme... coz only a few teachers involved are ft. hmm. i dunno. im just scared that i suck..
anw. gotta get back to social studies.
my running and swimming is GONE CASE alr la HAHA. never ran a slower 2.4 ever since sec1. wth. im so embarrassed. HAHAH.