too much excitement in 2 days man.
my poor heart not able to take it!
pe lesson. punishment. 7 MCs. prinipal farewell. p6 gradnite.
so many emotions. one after another. first was pissed. then confused. worried. unsure about pe situation, unsure about whether i should actually feel anything that she's leaving but i only talked to her on the phone once and on the first day of sch when she asked if i have anything to say to the sch. THATS ALL. im just randomly putting thoughts here so dont mind me. ahhh so many emotions. was kinda touched yet told myself not to be coz it 'doesnt concern you' that was for p6 gradnite. coz i rmbed sms.

student: YAY wh leaving tmr! so happy.
me: why are you so happy? wont you miss her???
student: NOPE!

after few days..
student: miss tan... i miss wh.. )): i didnt know i'd feel like this..

and i dont know how many other teachers know abt it. the kids complained to their form teacher(BRATS) and i bet their form teacher told c and gb and her clique. but i know what i was doing and why i did it. so i know i am able to explain myself IF anything actually happens.

i'll talk to c tmr.
wonder if what i did was right. i thought it was but maybe they wouldnt think so.
the whole time after that incident i feel i havent exactly been myself. watching my back, trying to see 'who knows' etc.

thank goodness tmr's last day of sch. not for teachers tho..):