isnt it scary how uncertain the future is?
dont know how to put it into words but i'll try.
its when you're not so sure anymore. from something you really wanted/loved/enjoyed to something you absolutely hate. yeah you know.. im talking bout pe. i mean, i thought it was gonna be awesome. like whoo pe rawks. now its like... YESSS NO PE! butbut!! i still wanna do do pe, like study pe... it just feels right. and not doing pe is like a part of me gone. and its weird.
ok not only pe but other stuff as well. it may seem everything's alright now but who can say for sure what will happen in 24hrs time. of course it would be great if everything goes well and goes on that way forever... but that doesnt usually happen. well not to me at least. so darn scary. from being omgsuperexcitedandhigh to idunnohowtogetridofthisfeeling. just reading her blog scares me. haha.
zzzzzzzz i dont even know what im blabbering abt. so the previous 2 or 3 lines are just nonsense. shrugs. i havent planned any lame drills for pe tmr. im sure she'll just dump me there to take the whole lesson while she sits and stares at me. totally feel like walking away man. handball. whats there to really learn. 3 steps, throw. so difficult meh... its like common sense. you dont aim at the goal keeper for her to catch, you aim away. still must teach this crap? and passing. its a freakin throwing motion. catching. use your hands to catch. then what? mouth meh. wl im damn pissed la. waste time teaching stuff they alr know but REFUSE to apply. sick of everything. its shit. its really shit.