most of the time i dont get what i want. and i really mean MOST of the time.
so there's this "ready to get rejected" feeling inside everytime i hope for smth and when it really happens ( it usually does), i'll be ready for it.
i think im getting used to not getting what i want.
but some ppl are just so used to getting what they want. or not getting rejected and simply take acceptance for granted.

okok enough. i'll live with it. like i always have.

shrugs.