is this it, God? is this?
Your plan? Your purpose?
i dont know. what else to say. what else to ask.
i'll just go. and see. if thats what You want.
just please. dont disappoint me. again.

i'll be busy on the 20th then.
sigh.

everything just isnt going the way you wish it would, is it, clar?

but wth, i still have to smile(or at least try to).
and act. like i'm just fine.
fun.