Thursday, January 25

just leave it to God

after all these years, i've finally learnt to just leave it to God and be sure that he will do the rest. I've finally learnt that no matter how much you do, God ultimately decides the results, be it success or failure. Therefore, I am now going to let everything go and just do my best, surrendering it all to God and God alone. Dear God, I commit my life in your hands. I know you will open doors and also close some for me and I know that you want the best for me. Lord, I surrender my life to you and I commit my life into your hands. Thank you for always being there for me and never letting me go. I love you, dear God.
its like i know this special day will come, but i just cant help it ,alright? im trying. promise! trying to forget it by telling myself that this will go nowhere and its like wasting my time and energy. i should just forget bout it right? argh! im just a typical teenager! I need helpp!! God, please help me to focus and not let me be distracted by the things or people around me. (even if he is so darn goodlookingly gorgeously cute :P)
OH! and student venture on tuesday and thursday mornings are sooo nice! Its like the only thing that makes me look forward to waking up, on those days only, unfortunately. hee! its like the best thing in this school!!!! wheee! invited some of my classmates. about 6 have gone and will continue to go! yay! love it! i'll also be going for the 'welcome tea' organised by campus crusade for Christ! its like 10.30am to 12.30pm? err.. 3hrs before xcountry comp?? but! I dont mind!! it rawks! tiff is going too!! yay! God, I also pray that this welcome tea will be a success in bringing more students all over the country to get to know you. Lord, I want to be used as a tool for your kingdom. Please give me the courage to tell my friends about you. I pray that the lecture theatre student venture uses will be filled and that many many students in my school will get to know you.
Training was not bad on mon. I remember praying before i started. God was there with me throughout the workout, giving me the strength to carry on, even though i was like going to die and felt like vomitting. Only found out at the end of the workout that we were actually going abit too fast. like woah.. thank you so much, dear Lord. I just have so so much to thank the Lord for. Without his grace and mercy, i would not be here. many times i've met with accidents but during those times, He had been there protecting me and Im really really grateful for that, so much so that i do not know how I can ever thank Him enough. Even if I were to say 'Thank you' a million times, it will never be enough to express how grateful and thankful I am to him for protecting me all these 16 years.
This morning at student venture, we sang this song 'How Great is Our God.' and 'God of Wonders.' the first song's playing on my blog right now. I dont know where my song went!! have to put in another song.. anw, today's songs reflected on how great God really is. How marvelous and how wonderful. yay! i suddenly feel like putting the lyrics here! :D

God of Wonders
Lord of all creation.
Of water earth and sky.
The heavens are your tabernacle.
Glory to the Lord on high.
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty
You are holy, holy.
Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth
Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
When I stumble in the darkness
I will call your name by night
Hallelujah, to the Lord of heaven and earth

How Great is Our God
The splendor of a King,
clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light,
and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great,
how great is our God



I love YOU, Jesus! :D



no longer do I have feelings for you;
im lying but im trying


















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