You don't care. Not one bit.

Nope.. Am not angry, am not sad.. Actually quite excited still from just now. Hahaha! Wells, went for the strITwise thingy at Ngee Ann Poly, coz I won some stuffs that my bro signed up for. Anywaes, he had his robocode competetion down there too, so i thought why not just go down and check it out. haha. It was really quite quite fun, you know. Guess what? GESS was there competing too! Did not really know anybody from there so did not go talk to them. Tagged along with the SJI boys. Some sec ones and threes. The sec ones were so cute! There was one really mischevious one, another bookworm, another funny one etc..
saw my bros robot compete with another school's robot. wasnt so boring as i thought it would be. It was really quite exciting! Yeah! to see the robots competing with each other and bombing each other. The happiness of seeing the other school's robot being bombed by the sji robot is nice, even if I was not the one who programmed the robot. still it was my bro! hahhaa.
Oh yes! won a pc tablet worth $200. Dang! the person announce my name and school! gah! naturally my school people would stare, coz i was am not even in robotics!!and yet i won something! Eh not bad leh! SJI senior team got 5th, and my school got 3rd! yippee! wahlao! the 5th prize was some not bad mp3! 2nd prize was the new ipod nano!! 1st prize was xbox360,thumbdrive and money!!!-screams. Yesyes, I was hysterical when the nano and xbox360 were given out.(as quoted by Jerad.the sji guy)hahahaha.
Oh man! So exciting! hahahaha!

yes.. now for the not so exciting part... hmm.. how do i put it? um.. lets see..ok to put it simply, I dont mean a thing to you ,ya? I know you know, well ok, maybe i don't. But you dont have to treat me like this right? Painful. ouch. Sometimes its fun. you joke. yeah. but others you ignore and you can be quite mean. I understand maybe its because you dont want others to misunderstand, especially because of that time. Guys! Please stop asking already! I'm really sick of it. It ain't funny anymore like last time. It used to seem like a joke, just to tease, but now its affecting our friendship. She's right. Its painful.. GAH!
but yes, i will cherish every moment we spend together. well, maybe you dont even care if i do but i will. I am just scared of putting this here on my blog. reallyy.. like as if you are not treating me bad enough... sigh.



you just don't know how much it hurts;