Just a quick post to let everybody know how pissed I am. I just wanted to be there when she was in trouble ok? All I wanted to do was to let her know I was there for her, even though I knew I could not help in anyway. I know she would have been there for me too, if I were in her shoes. She doesnt belong to you, alright? As her friend, I could not bare to see her gasping for air and breathing with so much difficulty. Why must you stop me from letting her know I was there. In the end I did not even dared to follow her to the hospital. All I could do was to control my tears and hope and pray in the car that she would be alright. Who are you to stop me? I was worrying until she finally called me, alright? Actually, until now I still feel guilt inside me. And its all because of YOU.YOU.YOU.
i know you know;
i do care, really/
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